Ablivion's pov
I can't stop thinking about our almost kiss. Ugg that Riley girl really got on my nerves. So here I am laying in Erin's bed ( not with her weirdos) thinking about her. Maybe it's because her bed smells like her. That must be it. Yea it's cause her smell is here, that's all. I rolled over on my side to check the time. Dang, 2:05 am. I decided to get up and get a glass of water. I opened the bedroom door and quietly walked to the cupboard. I grabbed the faucet knob when I heard footsteps behind me. I whirled around. It was just Erin. Her eyes looked red and puffy. "Hey." She said softly looking away. "Hey, what's wrong?" I asked my voice laced with concern. "Nothing" she said just barely above a whisper but still looking away. I grabbed her face and looked her in the eye. There was a sadness and longing for someone. But who? "What's wrong, you can tell me." I said. What is it? What is wrong with her? Why is she so sad? A billion questions whirled in my head. She sighed and we heard Riley shift on the couch. "I'll tell you in my room." And I followed her to her room. She shut the door behind her. We sat on the bed. I hope it's nothing bad or anything. Who am I kidding. For it to make her cry it must be bad. She took a deep breath. She opened her eyes. "When I was 13 we went on a road trip. We were going to go to Virginia then New York. On our way back from New York I was looking out the window and I saw a cloud that looked like a wolf. At that time I was in love with wolfs. So of course my dad looked. He couldn't find it so he kept looking. We didn't see it. None of us did. Ablivion, I got my parents killed." Her voice cracked. Tears streamed down her face. " It was a deer. It came out of no where. My dad swerved to avoid it but it was too late. We had passed into another lane. A car hit my moms side. Our car got hit at the front and crushed the driver side. I had gotten a piece of the other car in my stomach. It was on my side." She lifted her shirt up just around her floating ribs. ( mid rib cage) there was a jagged scar that was about 2 inches. "I had brought along my iPad. It shattered and the corner broke off and stabbed me in the leg." She moved her leg so that I could see a large jagged scar. " they were both dead. I saw it. (A/N: warning!!!!!!! I'm going to describe how they 'looked') Ablivion! I saw their mangled bodies. My dad-" she broke into sobs. I hugged her wile rubbing her back. "You don't have to continue." I said. " no. I want you to know." She responded. "He, he had glass in his eye. His lower half of his body was crushed there was blood everywhere! My mom, all of her was crushed. I could only see her blond hair. After that I didn't eat, sleep, drink, I did nothing. The only way I coped was to sit there and ignore everyone else. If anyone could get me to smile it was Riley or jack. I had nightmares all the time. Every single night, until Riley finally got me to open up. I felt a little better when I told her. The nightmares stopped but I had 1-2 each week. That's why I was crying. I had a nightmare. I still blame myself. You wouldn't understand." She said and looked down. "I do Erin, I understand. I feel the same way. I lost my sister to Suicide, she always acted happy around me. I wouldn't ever have know. She left a note, she said she loved me and she was sorry. Me and were practically twins. We were just 1 year apart." My eyes watered. Erin looked at me with tears still streaming down her cheeks. "I coped a stupid way." I looked at my wrists. Scars littered. Them. But there was one that stood out. It was long and jagged. "Self-harm?" Erin whispered and a new wave of tears fell down her face. I nodded. I let a tear slip from my eyes. "She meant so much to me." Tears started streaming down my face. " and now she is gone. I will never see her again, unless I die. So many memories. I thought we would be bestfriends forever. We were going to be doctors together. When I found her laying in a puddle of her own blood with her right wrist slit open, it felt like apart of me died." I said and closed my eyes. "I put walls up and blocked everyone out. And I turned to hurting myself because the pain from losing her was always there. Unless I hurt myself. But I don't do that anymore cause when I hurt myself I hurt everyone else that cares about me." I said I didn't realize it but tears still streamed down my face, Erin was tracing my scars. She looked up to meet my eyes. " so that's why you quit being my friend?" She asked. Yes, me and Erin were friends before all of this. I nodded. She tackled me in a bear hug. I wrapped my arms around her fragile frame and hugged her back. It felt good to have her in my embrace. She pulled out of the hug and looked me in the eyes. I slowly leaned in. Oh god, I'm gonna kiss her. Once my lips were planted on hers and burst of emotion ran through me. We pulled apart. "Sorry. I didn't mean to." She said breathless. " it's fine. Who said I didn't like it?" I replied with a smirk. She smiled. " she stood up and grabbed a blanket out of her closet. "What are you doing?" I asked her curiously. "Follow me, I have to show you something." She replied grabbing my hand and dragging me out of her apartment and into the building's hallway. I followed her out into the parking lot. The air was cool with a slight breeze blowing in from the ocean. She lead me to the beach and laid the blanket down so that we could put our feet in the water but so that the blanket doesn't get wet. Me moon was full. What is she doing? She softly sat down on the blanket. I followed her movements. The wind softly blew her hair in her face. She looks so beautiful. She laid back in her back and looked up into the sky. I mimicked her again. We laid there for about an hour until both of us slipped of into a peaceful bliss.
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Does anyone know who this girl is????
Hey guys sorry it took so long last Wednesday I had my appendix removed and so m I have been recovering. But yea so I made this chapter a little longer that the usual but it's still short. I know this chapter was really cheesy but I have a lot of plans for this book so please vote, comment,and share!
