Dear Diary, I Want To Die

Entry #2

01-27-16
Dear Diary,

I'm just so excited to get out of this place.
This place that had thought me so many negative thoughts and feelings..
So negative that you just wanna kill yourself as soon as possible.
And this place... also thought me to be strong, even though you're at the edge of breaking down..
And this place can make you feel hopeless sometimes.. oh scratch that, always I mean.

So hopeless that you can feel your mind, heart, spirit, and physical body slowly giving up on you.
You know what Diary?
I would've killed myself a long time ago… scratch that again, died a long time ago, I mean, who can live in this place?!
People always judging you, the mean stares they give, and don't forget the rumors they spread as if they know you more than yourself.
I mean, what the f*ck, right?!

They don't know who you are.
They don't know what hell you have been through.
They don't know the story behind those laugh that supposed to be tears rolling down your cheeks..

But you know what Diary?
I couln't had live this long if it wasn't for my friends.

Yes, Diary.
I have friends.
And they are the kind of people that cannot be exchanged in any wealth.

Why?
Well Diary, can a money comfort me?
Can a gold give me an advice?
Can a treasure listen to me?

No, all of that. CANNOT.

That's why I'm so happy to have them as my friends.

That is all. For now.

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AN: ok… that was a bit emo..
But by the way, shoutout to Tropang KAKAL! Wooh! Labyoo guys! Ma-miss ta kamu pag na-transfer na ku.~ : '(

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