America, Best Friend and One Direction ?

Drink, questiones and drunk.

"But you saw the girls?" Harry whispers, trying to make excuses up for me to be mad,

"Harry I'm not going to start a stupid primary school fight because you brought some friends over, I brought Chase over and that just lead to me just being friends because you are in this big boy band doesn't mean you are like the rest of the 80% of the boy population." I joke, giving him a nudge. Harry lets out a smirk, as if he's on this mission, on a quest.

"Fine then, if you are so cool with them girls coming in our room, come drink with us?" He gave me a pouty face.

"But it is geti---"

"Please"

"Fine" I muttered,

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By the time I end up back in the boys apartment Niall and Kylie are awake, I look over and Kylie's downing a shot, but her face expression said it all. Harry hands me a drink with a firm smirk. Knowing that he won his battle tonight to the fact that I gave in just to drink with him. I sip a small mouthful of the drink he poured me and it tasted like raspberry cordial.

"What is this?" I questioned Harry,

"It is just raspberry vodka, don't worry it wont get you drunk so easy, unfortunately." Harry mutters, letting out a childish wink. I swat his arm and give him a seductive smirk. I end up greeting all the girls, they are fair play funny, nice and easy to get along with. I looked over to Harry and he's looking right back at me, the awkwardness broke it apart, looking back in the direction to the girls. The only thing that bothers me is the fact that I still have no idea what Harry and I are, I understand to not rush into things and I guess there's no point to be a 'thing' because in less that two weeks, we will all be on our way home, half way across the other side of the world, but the fact is I can't just act like 'just friends' I want to kiss him, to hold his hand, just for him to be mine. The fact is that these girls could make their way to Harry and seduce him but I couldn't say anything, they started where I started, just friends total random's and that could lead to more so easy just like it did with Harry and I.

"I didn't picture you the drinking type" Zayn confronts me,

"Me either" I answer truthfully,

"I guess you and the boys are just such bad influences on Kylie and I" I let out a chuckle. On the other hand Zayn thought it was hilarious, as he spat his drink back in his cup.

As the night got later basically everyone is nearly passed out, the girls have gone back to their hotel room, Liam, Louis and Harry are sleeping so basically there is Niall, Zayn, Kylie and I left or should I say basically Zayn and I left as Kylie and Niall have left us to go chill out on the deck to watch the stars. I never really understood Zayn the first time I met him, I felt he was very quiet and shy. He made conversation with Kylie and myself but the way his body stiffened or just even the way he breathed while talking, made me feel uncomfortable but now it is completely opposite, he can't stop talking which I am not complaining about because he is a very nice boy.

"So what's Perrie like?" I questioned him, deep in thoughts. I personally didn't like Perrie when I found out they both were dating, I heard about all those fake rumours that she was using him and I believed them. Know I feel stupid and humiliated for thinking those things, for judging a book by its cover.

"She is perfect, well for me" He raises his left check a bit further, as if he's trying to smile but there is pain behind it.

"and only for me"

"You miss her don't you?" I asked, knowing what the answer would be, but I didn't to try to understand how he deals with it, emotionally and physically.

"Yes of course, it's hard leaving someone you are so close with and love for a few weeks, even months sometimes. You miss their smile, laugh and even their touch. I know Harry's going to miss you" Zayn confronts.

"Wait what?" I am blown away but this stated, how does he know about that. Thoughts were trailing over my mind. I was shocked, very shocked.

"I know Harry's going to miss you"

 Kept replaying over and over again in my mind, did he say something to Zayn, to the boys? Does he know about anything we have said to each other this morning? Or is it just by being friends. I can't give anything away, I need to be calm to, to be inspecting but to also keep my distance.