I know you're somewhere out there

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"It looks beautiful baby." I said holding on to Will's arm

"Well, thank your dad." Will said, "He's the one that did most of the work."

"I say it's one the best rooms I've worked on." My dad said

"Why do you have to be so full of yourself Haz." Niall said laughing as he playfully punched his tattooed arm.

"Come on, look at it. It's awesome!" My dad said, being full of him self again.

My dad and Will had worked on the baby's room for 4 days straight. In the end it looked amazing. It was magenta pink, with a fancy flower design on the edge near the sealing. The same pattern was on the window curtains, which flowed down to the ground. The crib was a black wood with black sheet over the mattress, and then the flower pattern around the inside the crib. The mobile that was hanging above the crib had a lion, a zebra, a giraffe, and a monkey. The carpet was brand new, as a beige color. The changing table was the black wood with a cream colored sheet. There was also a little stereo in the wall, that played the radio of course, but also I could plug in mine or Will's phone and we could play music. In the closet it was the magenta color like the walls and then the flower pattern in the middle circling the space holding all of her clothes. There was as space in a corner full of toys and book shelf. And in another corner their was a cream colored rocking chair, and then in another corner there was one of those bouncy swings hanging from the ceiling. And near that their was one of those circular objects that the baby sits in and they can bounce and there's toys, and they can spin around and play with different toys. Apparently i'm not good with naming baby toys.

"Thank you so much Dad. For helping Will design the baby's room." I said hugging my dad as he put his big hand down on my stomach.

"Wow, could you feel that?" my dad said, pointing out the baby's kick

"Yup." I said shrieking in pain

"Are you okay?" my dad asked

"Yeah, it just hurt a little." I said holding my dad's hand whom of which was still on my stomach

"On the scale of 1-10 how bad did it hurt?" my dad asked, still not lifting his hand from my baby bump

"8." I said shrieking again.

"Baby, Darce, sit down. And breathe." my dad said guiding my to the rocking chair.

"Dad, umm, I need, to...." I started to say until, "Ughhhhhhhh"

"Haz, she needs to go to the hospital. You and Will go take her, and I will get Maddi and Anne, and i'll grab everything and we will meet you there!" Niall said

My dad and Will decide to pick me up and take me down the stairs and to the car. I didn't know how fast we would of made it to the hospital until I realized that we were checking in and I was in a robe and in a hospital bed getting an epidural.  

My mum hadn't made it to the hospital before Niall did. Niall was probably the best uncle ever because he had the car seat, and clothes, and blankets. And that was only for the baby. Then he got me clothes and etc.

It was probably 20 minutes later after Niall had showed up. And it was time to push. I couldn't wait for my mum any longer. I wanted her to be here with me, but I guess it's her fault for not being here. I was surrounded by men, and then my O.B which was thankfully a girl.

"Darcy, you need to push." Will said, "You can't make the baby sit there until your mother get's here."

After Will said that, I was convinced. It was hard to push. I had to try multiple times. It wasn't as easy as my mum told me about it. Finally after 20 minutes pushing, my baby was out. It wasn't as easy as I thought it was going to be. But that wasn't worrying me, because my baby had come out with a blue face. The cord was wrapped around her neck. the doctors quickly unwrapped the cord around her neck, and Will cut it. We didn't hear a cry. I was freaking out. Already being in pain, made my sobbing worse. I was bawling because I knew if you didn't hear a cry from a baby when it was born, it's not breathing, or it's dead.

Finally after a few seconds of pushing air until my baby, we heard it. The best thing ever. The cry of my new born baby! But you know, I couldn't see her, because they rushed her off to the ICU.

I had a smile because she was alive, but I was also sad, because I never even got to hold her. I started to cry again, missing my baby girl. I had to carry her for 9 months, and then I don't even get to hold her when she's actually born.

"Darcy, it's okay." My mum said, after she heard the news

"Mum, all I wanted to do was see my kid, and now that she's here, I can't even make eye contact with her!" I said bawling into dad's arms.

"Maddi, I think we should give her a moment." my dad said as they both got up and left the room with just Will and I left in the room.

"Darcy, let's go see her." Will said

"What do you mean?" I asked curiously

"The nurse said we could go see her if we wanted to. So let's go see our baby." Will said taking my hand to stand up.

We had a nurse walk us down the hall to see our baby. She looked fine. And I was wondering why they needed her in there. I asked the nurse, and she said that we could take the baby home tomorrow, because she was getting taken out of the ICU later tonight. She also told me I could hold her when they bring her to my room. I was really happy until she asked me a question.

"So, are you going to keep the baby?" the nurse asked

"Umm, yes?" I asked confused

"I'm sorry it's just, some young teens don't really keep the baby because they think they can't take care of it." she said

"Well did you read my last name?" I asked making her seem stupid

"I'm sorry, Miss. Styles, I didn't realize that." she said, "I forgot about your parents."

"It's okay. And yes we are keeping her." I said reminding her again.

Me and Will walked out of the room and back to our room, where there had been flowers and cards delivered from friends and family. And of course, I got fan mail because of my dad. I had gotten a bunch of clothes and baby toys, and money, from fans all around the world. And family :) . Niall and gran had taken them back to my house and put them in the baby's room.

The baby was finally brought to my room so I could hold her. My friends had come to visit me and Will. And of course the baby. They were talking to me about her and the room. And it made me really happy to have this kid at 15.

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It was the next morning I could take my baby home. Which still didn't have a name right now. I had no idea what to name her, which was something Will and I should of talked about. But we didn't...

"So have you thought of name yet?" My mum asked

"I'm still thinking." I said packing up the baby bag to go home

"Take your time." she said helping me

About 20 minutes later we were all packed up. And the baby was dressed and ready to head out the door. And then the nurse came in for me to sign papers and give us the birth certificate.

"So have we come up with a name yet?" the nurse asked me, and I only had my dad in the room at the time.

"Darcy? Have you thought of a name?" my dad looked at me and asked.

"I have thought of the first name. But dad, you get to pick the middle name." I said holding his hand

"Okay what's the first name?" My dad asked

"Arianna." I said, "And Aria for short."

"Easy, Lily, with one L." my dad said

"Okay, if that's final, her name is Arianna Lily McClain, born on December 17th, at 8:22 AM, 7 pounds and 9 ounces." the nurse said

"yes that's it." I said

"Okay I will be back in a moment." the nurse said

And like that the nurse walked out of the room and went to get the birth certificate. And then in a flash of time she was back with the certificate. And off we left out of the hospital and we headed home.

My dad drove me home while I was in the back seat with my baby. And when we pulled in the drive way, I looked at my new baby and said, "We're home!"

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