The Mistake

February 15 2019

Alex

I remained in my bed staring at the ceiling not wanting to get up.

I hate this day I say it's the anniversary of the day Joanna  killed himself and he could think in his head it was my vault I was the won who pushed him over the limits we should of laid of.

I walk to the bathroom and turned on the shower and started to brush my teeth after that I hop in the shower and then start to get ready for this alful day after that I jump in my silver jeep and head to the high school. As soon as I pulled up to the parking lot I could see all the stuff they had laid out for Joanna  all the flowers and stuffed animal and pictures.

I walk into the rotunda and head to where my friends are standing the only people there were Kate Alexi and Stevens. Alexi and Stevens were holding hands.

I hate this day I said to them. Kate said its not our vault he did it he already had a shitty life it wasn't us at all. I smile a bit and then Stevens hands me something I look at it and ask what it is he's says it's an invitation to his party. I just look at him and said an insistent kid killed him self on this day and you want to party. He looks at me and said he'll yes I want to party it's been 4 years since his death no one really cares anymore. 

I look at him and said fuck you and walk away.