True Love Vanishes

untilted part 5

I have been in a teen home for four months now. Ashley rarely visits me know, she doesn't even write me. I'll let her tell you what's been happening with her:

Journal entry # 15

I'm sorry I haven't written much. I have been so depressed because of Scarlet's recent trying to do suicide. I have not visited her let alone wrote her because I'm afraid I will lose it more than I already have. I probably should write her and tell her that her dad showed up because of her suicide attempt. He had tried to get ahold of her and help her but no one was allowed to contact her without identification and he didn't want to give them his personal information over the phone. I have his number and address, I should probably call him and get him down here so he can see her. If I do ever explode and let my demons take over, I just want Scarlett to be happy and have a good life with her dad. Maybe if I get better we can get married or go to college I really do love Scarlett and she is an amazing person, she needs to get better. I know my counselor will read this and have a talk with me but I just need to speak my mind.

Journal entry # 16

I believe I'm getting better because 2 months ago I tried to kill myself by taking too much of my medication. But it didn't do what I wanted it to because I'm still here I am getting better, I am already looking at colleges to go to and a house to buy. I am hoping that when I go pick up Scarlett that she will like the apartment I bought for us. I hope that she will understand why I didn't write her. Tomorrow I am picking her up. I have bought her new clothes and everything that she will need. I bought her new clothes because I thought she needed to get away from the past and have a new chapter in her life. I know I already did because I'm happy and not living in the past anymore.

Actually was on her way. I was all packed and ready to go, when I heard heavy footsteps walking in my room. I looked up to see my dad. He was standing there with so many emotions in his face. Anger, sadness, and happiness. I looked at him shocked. He walked up to me and he said:
" I'm sorry I haven't been here for you, when your mom passed I didn't know what to do or how to handle it. I've been looking for you but they wouldn't let me see you."

I didn't know what to say, I walked over to my perfectly made bed it was black and purple covers and I sat down. The TV was on because I had been watching it, it was on the news channel. When my dad noticed that I had nothing to say at the moment he sat down and waited. He let me have as long as I needed to think, I just SAT there on my bed staring at the news when I saw a crash on the highway. I felt like my heart has been ripped out and stomped on then burned in the ashes were thrown in the ocean they said her name...

They said:
"There has been a terrible crash and no one survived, we have identified the victims: Ashley Romer and Jordan Towner.

I stood up and started freaking out.

"HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN?" I cried.

"WHAT DID I DO FOR HER TO DIE?!"

I screamed and I hope he came in and stuck me with a needle, I passed out two seconds later.

My dad grabbed me and I felt because I hope working and help me. My dad put me on my bed.
My dad's point of view is next because I'm passed out so I can't tell you what happened.

"Why the hell did you do that?!" I yelled at the helper.

"Sir, you have not been here and you do not know what's going on with your daughter."

"Then tell me." He replied