You can't actually care for me?

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Niall's P.O.V

I'm holding her so close to me that I can feel her heart beating in sync with mine. "What's wrong love? You can tell me anything" I ask her. "You want the truth?" She mumbles. "Please love" I whisper. She takes a huge breath and starts crying again. "I want to die" She states. "What?" I ask her, confused. "I want to kill myself Niall" She says, her voice dropping to a whisper. I push her off of my and leap away. "You're kidding" I mumble. She just shakes her head, the tears falling rapidly down her cheeks. "B-b-b-ut you're so special, so amazing" I stutter, cupping her cheeks. "I'm not, I'm really not Niall" She croaks. "Please don't, I can't imagine a life without you" I say. "I can't make that promise without breaking it" She whispers.

My phone buzzes in my pocket. I take it out and check my twitter. The same hateful, some worse though. I slump onto the ground and cry.

Amber's P.O.V

"Niall?!" I ask as I watch his stunned face soon turn into a sad frown. Fresh tears pour out of his eyes as he slumps to the ground. I rush over to him and sit next to him. I pick up his phone and read what he did. "Oh Niall" I sniff. I pull him into my lap, he responds quickly and tightly snuggles into my chest, his face nuzzling itself into my neck. My arms wrap around his waist and rub soothing circles on his back. "Shhh, it's okay Niall, ignore this stuff you're absolutely perfect in every way" I coo into his ear. I kiss his forehead and stroke his cheek. His grips my hand tightly and snuggles into my chest even further. "I know what you are now, I'm sure of it" He mumbles into my neck, his breath washes over my neck sending shivers down my spine. "What?" I ask, feeling more confused than ever. "You're my miracle" He whispers. "You're going to mend me. Pick up my broken pieces, put them back together. You're going fill my cracks and fix me. You're my miracle Amber" He whispers.

"I will fix you Niall, I promise" I say. He cries and wails into my chest, I stoke his cheek and sing softly into his ear. He wipes his nose and eyes and sniffles. "Sorry, I'm horrible" I mutter. "No please, don't stop" He whispers. I pick him up and carry him to my bed seeing as it's 11:37 at night. I him into my warm bed and smother him with the covers. I slip in beside him and hold him close to me again. He buries his face into my neck and his arms snake around my waist.

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won't lose no sleep on that,

'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yes, she caught my eye,

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Flying high. 

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last 'til the end.

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