Tell Me Your Lies (SoonHoon Fan Fiction)

"It's for the best"

Warning: long chapter.

As Soonyoung ran all the way home, the tears wouldn't stop rushing down his cheeks. Whenever he tried to get his mind off of Jihoon, it would randomly wander back onto him with out himself realizing it.

As Soonyoung laid in his bed, his head hurt from how much crying he was doing. He was heavily breathing, trying to catch his breath when he remembered something.

He remembered how those men said he had an option to go live with his father.

"I-If I go with my dad, I'll be away from Jihoon..." Sooyoung thought to himself, tears still rushing down his cheeks.

After an hour or two, Soonyoung had finally stopped crying, but his aching heart wouldn't stop hurting.

The pain in his chest was turning, it was like a sharp knife was peircing him.

He got the strength to get up and head to the kitchen where he opened the fridge, trying to find something to eat.

As Soonyoung was looking around, he saw some Chinese food left over from another day and a turning pain was in his stomach.

He was reminded of all the times him and Jihoon had Chinese food together.

He quickly shut the fridge door and walked sluggishly to the couch where he laid on his back, staring at the ceiling.

Soonyoung felt that everything for him was done, his heart kept hurting and he felt like his world was coming crumbling down around him.

"I-I even called him a fag..." Soonyoung faintly says to himself, upset with what he had called Jihoon back at school.

With the next day arriving, Soonyoung didn't want to go to school. He wanted to stay home and lay down all day but he knew he had to face this problem one day.

Soonyoung slowly and sluggishly got ready, not wanting to deal with anything the day was going to bring for him.

As Soonyoung got to school, Chan had a worried expression on his face, asking "are you okay Soonyoung?"

Even though Soonyoung 'got ready' for school, his hair was still a mess, he had bags under his eyes and he looked sick.

Soonyoung noddes to Chan meaning he was okay but Chan didn't believe him.

"Well you don't look alright" Chan says, trying to keep the conversation up with Soonyoung, but Soonyoung ignored him.

As Soonyoung sat down at his desk, he held his head in his hand and looked down blankly, just staring at the desk.

"S-Soonyoung" Soonyoung heard a faint voice call, and as he looked up it was Jihoon.

With Jihoon standing before him, he didn't know how to feel. He felt anrgy, sad, betrayed, depressed. Emotions were fuming inside him.

"Get away from me..." Soonyoung faintly says in an angry tone. He didn't want to see or talk to Jihoon, that is until he cleared his head and got over him.

"Soonyoung...I know you think I'm disgusting but" Jihoon says.

Soonyoung cut him off, then saying "you are disgusting. Get away from me, don't talk to me again." Soonyoung says in a firm tone.

It wasn't like Soonyoung wanted Jihoon out of his life forever, Soonyoung himself didn't even know why he was saying all of this.

Jihoon didn't know what to say to Soonyoung. He had a depressed expression on his face before turning around and walking away.