true feeling...

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Well i hope you guys are proud two days in a row posting!

lol

So here we go i was going to wait a few days but i felt like being nice :P

AND PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP

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Lottie

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Chapter 10

Recap...

“Can I um...i know your gonna say no and don’t get mad at me or somth’n but I wanna know...cos its kinda important or somth’n bad could happen, I might turn suicidal or somth’n, cos I’ve seen it happen before with Liam” he rambled adopting a accent I had never heard him use before it sounded wrong coming from his sexy mouth and yet it also made him alluring, but what was with saying ‘somth’n’ every 10 words, man he must be nervous or tongue tied. Stopping myself from blabbering I replayed what he had just said in my head. Just as I opened my mouth to ask what the hell he was talking about he finished his rant with “and I-I need you...can I mark you?”

Looking at him gob wide open and eyes bugging I didn’t know what to say, he needed me?

Taking a deep breath I let my mind go over his words, but the only thing I could think was, he wanted ...no...NEEDED me! Well whatever he wanted I would give to him, even marking, whatever it was, I couldn’t find the will to say no.

Yes I'm still pissed at him for certain things, yes he’s a cocky bastard, a jerk, loser, prick all of the above but...he was my mate. And what he just said was, brain numbingly sweet.

“Dotti?”

“Nathan.” My voice quivered as his name left my mouth making me sound like I was going to cry.

“I'm sorry, I shouldn’t have said that umm...I’ll see you tomorrow, goodnight” he looked out the window staring out at the blackened street all his muscles tense and the hint of a scowl on his face reflecting through the window.

I only just noticed we had stopped, we were sitting right outside my front door, the porch light was on eliminating the wooden door and I swear I saw the curtain in the window on the left of the door move.

Getting out the jeep silently and shutting the door, I didn’t know what to say, should I tell him I would do anything for him, let him mark me or whatever he said. But did he truly like me, maybe even love me?

For sure he definitely had an attraction towards me, as I did toward him because of the mate thing. But the way he just brushed the words off just then, acting like it didn’t mean anything, is this going to be only a one sided relationship, even though we aren't exactly in a relationship, man how can this be so complicated.

Quickly I turned around to open the door to answer him, my face a picture of confidence; I will not let him get away with just that, no this was going to be sorted...tonight.

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