My Weight and Being Bullied.

Hey guys, my name is Ben-nazia Sanders I am 17 years old in the 10th grade I live in Harrisburg, Pa and I am going to talk about my weight and how I was being bullied. I never told anyone my problem until I opened up to my mother it all started on the first day of school I was in 7th grade I was 13 or 14 and I was sad, depressed,angry and I had all this guilt build up inside of me because it was my fault that I looked like this, so a couple of days and months went by and some of the people started to make fun of me and talk behind my back now I didn't tell anyone about this I didn't even tell my mother about it because I was afraid that she might be upset that her daughter was being bullied about her weight. The next day it started to happen again until I had enough and I went to the girls locker room and started to cry and I cried and cried and cried until this girl told me "It's okay don't worry about them they are just jealous of you don't cry over things people say to you because you are beautiful just move on and ignore them ". Every since she said that to me I believed she was my friend. We became best friends we talked everyday in school and went to the library together after school sometimes and then when they last day of school came all of a sudden she stop talking to me and I didn't know why. First day of school 8th grade year I had no friends first day of school was good and then a couple of days later it started again and I didn't know what to do so I started to cut myself every time I was being bullied, I don't think I am pretty or beautiful I have no friends and I never wanted to tell people my story because I didn't know how they will react because there are people out there who are mean,crucial, and ,disrespectful. In November of my 8th grade year this boy started to be mean to me for no apparent reason and it hurt me because I didn't do nothing to him I was the shy quiet kid in my class I didn't associate with people I had good grades and then I just started to cry really hard and after school I had after school program so I went to the bathroom and started to cut myself to take all the pain and emotion away and the next day after school I showed my mother and she came to the school and talked to the principal and the boy parents, so he denied what he did so nobody would believe except my mother so the next day it happened again and it was all on camera so he got in trouble and the principal Gabe him ISS (In School Suspension) and OSS (Out School Suspension) and Detention. The last day of school I didn't say goodbye to any of my teachers or the students I stayed home that day. I told my mother that I wanted to do cyber school and she was okay with it. I started cyber school on September 9th 2013 and I love it the bullying stop and I felt safe doing school Home and not doing public school. It is February 10 2016 and I am still doing cyber school and I just love it. I have no friends at all and I'm okay with that. I hope you guys like what I shared with y'all.

-Ben-nazia Sanders.