LITOST // ackerman

soundtrack;

wicked games by the weeknd [hug life remix]
take you down another level, and get you dancing with the devil

bring your love baby I could bring my shame
bring the drugs baby I could bring my pain

so tell me you love me
only for tonight
only for the night
even though you don't love me
just tell me you love me
i'll give you what I need
i'll give you all of me
even though you don't love me

borderline by tove styrke [vanic remix]
strangle my desire, pull the plug sire

i'm borderline happy, and i'm borderline sad
i'm borderline good, and i'm borderline bad
and i can't get rid of the tingling fear
you'd sort me out if my head gets clear
i live my life in shackles, but i'm borderline free
i used to be blind and i still can't see
in a round and round till you change your mind
as long as nobody breaks my stride

lightning by little mix
baby you're the pleasure, you're the pain

i'd cross a desert and an ocean
to get away from the pain of your storm
i chased the sun light, been running from your shadow
so that i could heal and i didn't feel

those eyes, one look and i'm enchanted
your voice a serenade, and it sings to my heart
one kiss, turned the skies to gray
i'll never get away, no shelter from the rain

bad intentions by digital daggers
i am not what i've done (what i've become)

under investigation, lies a bitter heart
let the poison sink it, let it leave its mark
there used to be a likeness, used to be a spark
broken communication, let it go too far

i thought i was the victim, i played it well
sifting through the records, trying to find myself
i tried to be salvation, tried to make it change
but i've come too far to look the other way

bruises by angel haze
if i killed your heart, know that i take all the blame

see i remember the angles
that made your shape in my bed
didn't think we'd run out of time
so many things i regret
see you and i were like castles
burning in sun at the beach
before the tides wash us up
so many things we could be

pretty little head by eliza rickman
catch yourself a looker, let him go go go

take a breath, my heart, and hold your tongue
it's just a cog in the year of all my love
well, take a breath, my heart, and hold your tongue
it's just a cog in the year of all my love
all my love

tonight, tonight, tonight by low roar
we've become so good at fooling all

tonight, we're washing off the blood
tonight, tonight
and i've tried to give you what you want
what is it that you want?
day spend with not a word to say
routine, red lie

one for the money by escape the fate
it's too late to try to run, we run the city

it's my time, it's show time
held me down, now it's don't give a fuck time
it's go time, it's show time
sing it with me everybody let's go

let me see you start a war, start a riot
when there's nothing left to burn, hear the silence
hate me, you can't escape me and you ain't ever gonna change me
i can't stand it, i've fucking had it, i'm about to blow

fools by troye sivan
only fools fall for you, only fools

i am tired of this place, i hope people change
i need time to replace what i gave away
and my hopes, they are high, i must keep them small
though i try to resist i still want it all
i see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes
i see a little house on the hill and children's names
i see quiet nights poured over ice and tanqueray
but everything is shattering and it's my mistake

habits of my heart by jaymes young
you get too close, you make it hard to let you go

i can't say no
it's ripping me apart

in a dark room in cold sheets
i can't feel a damn thing
i lost myself
between your legs
your medicine is in my head
you know I'd rather be alone
but then you call me on the phone

oh the habits of my heart
i can't say no

paralyzed by nf
i'm lost and it kills me, inside

i'm paralyzed
i'm scared to live but i'm scared to die
and if life is pain then i buried mine a long time ago
but it's still alive
and it's taking over me - where am i?
i wanna feel something, i'm numb inside
but i feel nothing, i wonder why
and on the race of life time passes by
look
i sit back and i watch it, hands in my pockets
waves come crashing over me but i just watch 'em
i just watch 'em
i'm under water but i feel like i'm on top of it
i'm at the bottom and i don't know what the problem is
i'm in a box
but i'm the one who locked me in
suffocating and i'm running out of oxygen

can you feel my heart by bring me the horizon
will you ache for me

i'm scared to get close and i hate being alone
i long for that feeling to not feel at all
the higher i get, the lower i'll sink
i can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

themed tracks;
amane [survivor; sidekick; trap remix;]
levi [towards the end; within temptation;]