Donte
Looking at her I couldn't help but remember that night. The night she broke my heart and turned me into this person. This person who can't feel anything. Who's always numb.
Who knew this beautiful person , could create such a monster. If anyone had told me that she was cheating on me at that time, I would've cussed them out. When I saw her and my brother in that position a piece of me died. And when I left her , a piece of me stayed with her on that bedroom floor.
This girl sitting infront of me had destroyed me and I'll never forgive her for that. The worst part of it though is that I've never actually stopped loving her.
Even though she hurt me in the worst way possible, I still had a lot of love for her.
"Honestly renisa , I don't know what you think is gonna happen right now. Do you think I'm just going to forgive you just like that?"
"Look tae. I admit that I was wrong then. I get it; I fucked up badly. I'm not asking you to just up and forgive me right now. But can you at least try. I've missed you so much. I've missed us. These past two years have been the hardest two years of my life.. Everyday I wake up, I think of how I fucked up a good thing. Its eating me alive tae. And to know that you still hate me kills me inside. I'm not asking you for much. Just please give me a chance to make everything right."
Looking at her I could see that she was sincere. My heart was telling me to give her a chance, while my head was telling me screw her.
"I've gotta go."
I quickly grabbed my things and left her sitting there lost. Jumping in my car I started driving. I wasn't exactly sure where I was going, but all I knew was I wanted to be somewhere where I could be alone and clear my head.
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I pulled up at Joeys , a bar at the next side of town. I use to come here all the time whenever I had any problems. I'd receive some advice from joey; who's the owner of the bar and drink my problems away.
I met joey two years ago after I caught ren with my brother. I don't remember exactly what happened that night; but all I know is I woke up on someone's couch in an unfamiliar house.
I had wandered around for a while before I finally met him and his wife. They were two of the most kind hearted persons that I had ever met. They listened to my problems and gave me some good ass advice. Ever since that day, every time I had a problem I would drive down to the bar and talk to either joey or his wife. They were like my second parents to me honest.
I walked into the bar and looked around. Joey had a great establishment right here. Based on what I've seen over the past two years people really loved here. The food that he and his wife cooks here is breathtaking.
Spotting joey by the bar, I walked over to where he was and greeted him by giving him a manly hug.
"Hey Donte. What brings you here today?"
I gave him my 'Its an emergency look' and he nodded. He motioned us to a small booth at the back of the room , which most of our talks had happened.
"Speak."
I began telling him everything. Beginning from when she called me , to when I left her. Leaving nothing out. He sat down and listened to every detail like he usually does until I'm finished speaking.
"Look. You're like a son to me and you know that. You've been like a son to me and maria since the first day we met you. You should know that I want nothing but the best for you. I cannot tell you what to do, but I can direct you in the right path. To be completely honest I want you to tell her fuck all the way off and miss you with her fuckery, excuse my French. But I can see that you are still in love with her. I have no idea why , but you are. Give what she's asking for a chance. I'm not saying forgive her or anything, but give her a chance to make it up to you."
I nodded listening to what he was saying. Maybe I should give her a chance. It can't end badly.
Can it?
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Hey guysssss 💕. Its been a while hasn't it? I'm sorry for being M.I.A for so long.
This was a short chapter i know, but please bare with me. I'm slowly getting my groove back. Writers block has been a real bitch , and from reading over this chapter it is affecting my writing a little. But don't worry guys, the chapters will get better and better.
