Have you ever just sat their just looking at the wall hoping something will go your way for once, but it never does. That's me right now, but the only thing I can do...is eat, am... a zombie. I eat, and eat till I feel happens or anything that I wanna know and feel. I lost my family and friends, cuss.. I may have eaten them.. I lost count over 200 then I just eat whatever. But.. it's funny for how much I eat, no one knows who I'm.. till one day..
~School~
I was walking down the hallways like always, with my head in my headphones humming to a Hedley song. It was like any other day, no one looked at me, no one talked to me, all they did was looking at me some times to laugh. I'm not.. the most pretties girl in this school, but hey... whatever. I was nothing to anyone, and that's what am gonna go with.
I walks walking past the.. "Girly-Girly" of the school A.K.A the sluts of he school, they have been with ever guy in this school, and some of the teachers too, like... ew.
My homeroom was about to start and out everyone to stop me... Luke Hemmings does.
"What an amazing day today, am I right?" I can't stand Luke Hemmings, his hair, his blond hair is... amazing, then you gotta add on with his blue eyes, then that fucking lip ring. It's... all... top 10.
"You could say" I mumble, I hate talking to guys my legs shake will, it could be cuss all the guys I try to talk to are all... hot and sexy with all that.
"What's with you today, your acting like a zombie" Luke lets out a laugh, ew.
I push him out of my way and walk, to my homeroom.
I sit in the back like always, looking out the window, thinking about what am gonna do with my life. It's one think, I don't know what am gonna do still, everyone knows what their gonna be, and here I'm.. emo me.
"Summer" I hear someone say, I groan and turn around to see... god, Luke again, I turn away when he sits besides me, he never does that, but whatever, right? I lean back into my chair but he puts his hand on my leg... I turn to him and he looks right into my eyes.
"Get away from me!" I yell out but, he kisses me, I don't kiss back, all I do is get up and walk out, ew.. why would he even wanna kiss me? I groan and walk down the hallway, going to my locker. I open mine and get out my bag. I hate Luke, and I would NEVER kiss him back, I feel hands on my hips... and I know it's just Luke.
I turn around and see... a boy with blue hair, his eyes where green, he had on a AC/DC T-shit and black jeans.
"Um... hello?" I say out looking at the boy, I'd need him and Luke fight a lot in the hallways, like I mean beat-down. And Michael would always win, and that's the best feeling to see Luke Hemmings, hurt by someone. Michael gives me this look.
"He kissed you, didn't, he?" he ask me, I bite onto my lip, I'd always had this thing for Michael but never said anything.
"Ya, sadly he did miss me" I say and let out a groan. He laughs at me some, even I would laugh if someone kissed Luke ewing Hemmings.
"Aww, poor girl, don't tell me that was your-" I cut him off.
"Hella no, I'd had my first kiss" he nods and masses up my hair, Michael like a big brother to me. And I don't wanna push it away, even tho I have a crush on him, but whatever.
"Who was yours?" he ask me "you know you can tell me"
I didn't wanna tell him, even thou I would hope he would know, he was mine. Last year, we where playing this game and I had to kiss him, or him me. I don't know but we had to kiss, and.. it was amazing. And what was how I had a crush on him.
"You don't needa know" I say and lay my head on his shoulder. I may have a crush on him, but theirs this one guy who's always asking me out, I'd just never said anything. Even thou he's cute and.. I have a hard time talking to him.
