Today I had the urge to cut again
I just wanted to feel the burning sensation
from the metal blade slicing through my flesh again
The instant heat from blood rushing from the wound
The happiness I receive from the endorphins
which would be released soon
The desire so strong
The cuts still visible even after so long
I promised I'd never do it again...
or did i promise to just never get caught again?
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This is dedicated anyone who cuts or use to cut. You'll make it! You are stronger than the desire. If you could handle the pain of cutting, you can handle the pain of fighting the desire. Continue to be strong!