I wrote this for il0vez0mbies' friend who's user name is @steventhe and I will update. Anyway here is you're " Dose of Gayness" as your friend put it.💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋
After our tiring activities we just stayed in Andy's bed and I observed the room. It had black walls, with black curtains, and black decor. There was not one once of color.... except for the little bit of blue cloth sticking out of the bottom drawer of his black dresser. "What's that?" I asked crawling out of his bed and towards the dresser.
"What's what?" He asked, but I was already pulling it out.
It was a sky blue hoodie... well what was left of one anyway, it was singed on the sleeves and there was a hole burned into the middle. It wasn't a big one. Only one large enough to fit a hand through it, but i didn't care about how beat up it looked, all I cared about was that it smelled like me. It had my scent all over it, except for... It also had Andy's, but it wasn't the sort of scent that he had worn it. No... This scent was a sad sent... This scent was the scent of his tears. That's when it hit me. This hoodie was mine.
*Memory*
I was standing in a field with his arms wrapped around me. He was warm and he pressed a kiss to the corner of my ear. "You're gonna be a great dad. Perfect one." I mumbled.
"I don't want to be called dad." Andy replied
"Why not?"
"It's too grown up... Too formal... I'll be Papa. I like it, our child can call me Papa."
I shifted in his hold so I was looking at him, then I kissed his nose. "You're weird you know that? I think you would be a lovely dad, but fine we will call you Papa. Just like I used to call my grandfather, Papa." I smirked.
"Make fun of me all you want hun, but our child will call me Papa and you will be called Daddy and we will be one happy family."
"Promise?"
He pulled my hoodie farther around my shoulders and sipped it up. "I promise." He replied giving me a kiss on the lips.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you too. Forever and Always."
*Memory ends*
"It was all I had left of you, after the fire. You were gone and I was left with our baby girl. I wouldn't have been able to continue on if it hadn't of been for our baby girl. She kept me going, even when I couldn't bare it anymore..." Andy's voice cracked, "I looked for you for a year until they told me to stop. They said you were probably dead, but I wouldn't believe it. I knew you would come back to me... You had to... I knew you wouldn't leave me. I couldn't even bare the thought... I couldn't lose you." I turned around to see he was crying. He had his head in his hands and he was crying.
I couldn't watch him break. I couldn't... "I love you." I said, "That's what I said to you. We were standing in a field and I told you I loved you. I had this sweater on and we were talking about the baby and what she would call you and I said I love you." I stood up clutching the hoodie in my hand, "and I do love you, but I don't know who you are." He began to cry harder, "I don't know anything about you all I know is that that little girl in that room is out daughter and that I love you." With each word i took a step closer until I was right in front of him. Then I raised my hand and placed it under his chin pushing his face up to look at me and then I kissed him.
I kissed him with all of the pain I felt, with all the heartache I endured, with all the hate I had towards the men who took me, and I kissed him with passion. I slowly pushed his shoulders back on to the bed and straddled his waist, his hands went straight to my hips. I pulled away and began to kiss his neck, but not harsh or hungry kisses... no, I gave him soft and sweet kisses, leaving love bits behind from time to time. "I love you." I whispered
"I love you too, Forever and always." He said changing our position so I was under him and then... there was a knock on the door and it was opened.
"Um.... Andy, I'm sorry, but um... Your daughter is awake and she is crying for her daddy and we can't get her to stop." Hunter said looking any where but at us.
"Well try to stop her. As you can see we're a little busy." He growled out and that was when I pushed him off of me.
"No, no, no mister. Our daughter wants my attention and I have missed three years of her life already I am not going to ignore her just so you can get layed. Now I will tend to our daughter while you tend to your problem." I said getting off the bed and leaving the room, but not before I heard Andy growl, "Thanks a lot for the blue balls, Hunter." Then I made my way downstairs.
"Daddy!" Leahanna cried running into my arms.
"What's the matter pumpkin?" I asked seeing her tear stained face.
"Me tot wou weft. Me didn't sees wou wen me woke ups." She hiccuped.
"Now why would I leave my little munchkin hm? I will never leave you again."
"Pwomise?"
"I promise." I told her, "I love you bunny."
Then Andy entered the room still flushed from our earlier activities. "we need to redecorate." I said observing the room I was in now, "Everything in this house is so... Depressing. Well except for Lele's room."
"Lele?"Andy asked.
"I'm trying out nicknames."
"Okay. Well when we built this house I wasn't very happy when I was done. I was depressed so I went with depressing colors. I was missing you too much." Andy said.
"Well you don't have to miss me anymore so I think we should redecorate... add some color." I said looking around, "Or a lot of color."
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Hey there sexy,
I figured I let you guys wait so long so I thought why not update. Plus I ain't feeling too well and I needed something to do while laying in bed. I was looking through my wattpad and the inbox of my wattpad and I remembered a fan of this book who asked me to update.... So I am doing as il0vez0mbies asked and updating. It is only 1,012 words, but I think I will update more probably on Friday of possibly on Monday, depends if I have internet and If I don't have writer's block.
Lots of Love from Your Idiot Writer,
Andy
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