Parents, they say they will always support you. But when I want to do wrestling or football, they suddenly fall. I may be a girl but I hate to twirl, i don't like to dance, I cannot prance. Why can't I do what I want to do? I love wrestling but they said no I said why and they didn't give a reason...
Parents, they will always be there for you, until you do something wrong. I'm not that strong to know where I belong in this crazy fucked up world. So I'm gonna make mistakes, just forgive and forget. Don't give huge ass threats. " Get out of my face before I throw you out" well what is that about. I try my hardest to please you guys, with grades and obedience. You say good job and I ask if I can do what I've always wanted to do. That's a mistake, this won't be anywhere near great." Are you crazy? You have the strength of a baby! You kidding cause this thing that has you bidding, will have me winning."
Parents will always be by your side. I go to the gym every day, gaining strength and getting skinnier so they can let me do what I wanna do, but I never can. "Your too fat to fit in a dress. You need to get your weight under control before your quiencera." Well what else do I have to do cut my hair up? I'm tired of being judged, I want to wrestle and I want to tackle. I don't want to prance and laugh a lil. I may act more like a guy than a girl but I don't think it matters that I make you hurl. I don't chose the way I am and I can't change it. I know your disappointed but I don't care. And don't you dare say I'm supposed to because your my parents. You don't act like them so why should I treat you like them. You say you'll support me then why can't I play football or go in wrestling? I'm stronger than most girls. I have a neat punch and throw. So why? Even the coach said so. You say you'll always be there and be by my side. Haha sike! You didn't do that either your supposed to be parent not bullies. "It looks like your getting fatter instead of skinner..." Well bitch I just stepped on the damn scale and I lost 30 fucking pounds. Don't you dare tell me I'm getting fatter when I'm not eating and I'm exercising because it's you. You sit on you ass all fucking day. While I bust mine. Nothing is fine when your always lying. I hate you, mom, and you honestly knew it you admitted it to my counselor. John, my real father, you can go fuck yourself I have always hated you. You lie too damn much about why you left when I was eight.
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Parents lie. They never try. And that's just one reason why I wanna die.
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You know this was actually a free write. I never planned it out I just kept writing. Thank you guys for all your support. I love you.
