Soft Hate {One Direction}

Chapter 23 - Death {ending}

Nyla's POV

I fiddled with Harry's hand not knowing if I could take much anymore. Something told me staying with Harry would be tearing Niall to pieces. That's the last thing I wanna do, Harry's voice interrupted my thoughts.

"Babe, whats wrong?" He asked.

I looked at our hands as he entwined our fingers, I looked up at him and lied. "Nothing." He gazed into my eyes and I looked away. I couldn't start lying now. I honestly wasn't sure if I could put up with this. Harry started walking to his apartment and I pulled my hand away. "I gotta get a couple things." I say running into the building of Nialls flat.

Going up the stairs and into his room I saw him there, with his face in his hands, on the couch, and crying. My heart shattered. Was I really the one causing that? I looked down feeling completely worthless.

Slowly I walked over and tapped him on the shoulder. "Niall?" I quietly question.

He wiped his eyes roughly and looked at me, his eyes red and as puffy as they could be. "Yeah?" He said while his voice cracked.

I stuttered. "A-Are you okay?" I asked.

He looked down and shook his head. "I'm honestly never gonna be okay if I'm not with you."

The words touched me, but it didn't feel right. Nothing felt right. I ran around the couch and hugging him, and he hugged me tighter then ever. I silently cried into his chest and said a simple word. "Bye." I wiped my eyes and got up, heading out the door, I turned to look at him. You could see ntohing but hurt in his eyes. It only caused me to have more tears I ran out.

Knowing Harry would be waiting outside I snuck out the back and ran. Nothing was here for me. I was only destroying a boy band that used to be close in some way. I was crying my heart out and running non-stop.

I was a no one.

In reality, nobody cared about me.

I just know its always going to be the truth, and it hurt. I ran into a drug store and asked for pills. It seemed to be my only solution. Paying them I ran out, going down an alley I stared down at the bottle of pills.

I felt nothing.

Pure emptiness.

I overdosed my self with pills, and cried. Everything was over for me from here. Im done. I felt the pain run through my veins, my eyes felt heavy and then there I went.

Niall's POV

I couldn't just let her leave like that I ran out after her but lost her when I got down the stairs into the lobby. I ran around like an idiot. I didn't care if I got stares. She was all I needed, and I let her go. I let her walk out that door.

Calling out her name running down the streets, I stopped to see a body laying down an alley. So familiar looking I started to shake, slowly walking towards it. I noticed it was her. My eyes filled up with pure tears, I knelt down and cried. She was gone.

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Worst ending evahhh

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But I was alkgdhaslkhgsalkg I didn't have anything else. And my friend Yaritza helped me with this.

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