Soft Hate {One Direction}

Chapter 3 - Fine

"Uh, but why?" He asked.

I took in a deep breathe. "Why cant you just take it. I mean we aren't even friends. We met like what am hour ago!"

"Wait we're not friends?" He asked in a voice of complete sympathy.

"We'll I don't know are we?" I asked.

He stuttered his first words before speaking. "I-I thought we were."

I picked up my skateboard and strapped it to the back of my backpack. Didn't I tell you I carry a backpack around! Letting my guitar hand off to my side.

I scratched the back of my head. "Ehm, we could see each other here if you want to."

"It's basically the same thing as having you live with me, cause I mean were going to come here all day every day." There was an awkward silence between us. "So just live with me?" He asked.

I stood there and swayed back an forth thinking about it. Finally I sighed looking at the ground, then looking up into his brown eyes. "Fine."

"What?" Lindsey said popping out of no where hooking on to Nathan's arm.

"Oh ya, Nyla here is gonna come and live with me...." He said with his voice trailing off.

"But, why?" She asked in an angry tone.

"She has no ho-"

Lindsey cut him off. "I don't care!" She yelled.

Nathan pointed a finger at me telling me to wait with a facial expression a well. I  

nodded my head.

Was I going to stay? No, I'm going to ride away on my skateboard and pretend nothing happened here.

Rolling off I herd a yell. "Hey, no wait!"

"Shit." I muttered, As I sped up on my board. I could hear the sound of another board right behind me.

"Nyla wait!" He shouted.

I did the exact opposite that he requested. Speeding up within the second I felt like I could out skate him. That was until I felt like I lost my balance falling forward.

I felt air brush up against my face, then a nice big rasp of pavement. "Fuck." I muttered as I skited across the floor.

I herd a board stop behind me then the sound of footsteps. "Are you ok!?" Nathan, why does he have to follow, why? "I told you to wait! Why didn't you!?" He yelled a bit.

"I quickly got up looking at new rips in my jeans, along with a new hole in my old grandpa sweater. "Crap." I murmer.

"Why can't you wait!?" He scolded.

"Why can't you just." Getting caught with my words not able to say it, till it came out. "Not follow me!" I shouted.

He jerked his head back. "So you just don't like me!? Is that the damn problem?"

"Ya! I don't like you! So fucking drill it in your head! Cause I'm gone!" Walking off I felt something pull my hair.

"Don't talk like that to my boyfriend." Ugh that snobby voice!

"Fuck off cunt!" I yelled as I just tugged her weak little hands off hair. Throwing my board onto the ground I jumped right on it, heading toward my little underpass way I call home. Reaching it I noticed, talking to people was hard.

How can people talk to each other? With fighting and hurting each other. Yea, sometimes things go well, but really? Being mean to each other. I can't say I'm not mean, I mean look at what I just did. I can't trust anyone, not after I trusted that one guy, that one boy.

I trusted that bastard. A boy with brown hair, and locks of curls that would catch your eyes in a second, you could see him a mile away. He took it! Took it all my virginity everything! I was there all the way! He rape, for all I know he enjoyed it.

I never wanna see that idiot. I was there for him, through Xfactor through everything. We dated! I thought it would be forever! But forever's only in fairy tales. Right? I sat there until I noticed, my guitar wasn't with me. Shit I left it on the ground as I fell.

Skating back,  I look all over the place like a bird looking for worms, aabsolutely nothing. Stomping my foot I sighed in frustration. Looking into the skate park, just hoping I could see Nathan, maybe he knew where it was. Or.....he just took it.

Taking a last peek, I didn't see him. "Great." I mumbled.

Some cough interrupted me from my thoughts. "You um....leave something?"

Nathan. "Can we forget all this?"

"No! Maybe we could be brothers and sisters!"

"No! We are not brothers and sisters!"

"Never know, we could be." He said with a shrug and an innocent voice. "Just give it a try."

"No, not a try with you and your snobby ass bitch." There was a pause, an awkward one so I fixed it. "Why date her?"

"She's just really hot, and well..."

"Course, every guy has that on their brain."

"No, I just think she's real hot, and if I don't date some hot slut. Then I'm the one to get made fun of..."

"Wait what?"

His voice trailed off towards the end of his word. "Ya..."

"But you could get any girl!"

"Nope, I'm someone else when around people."

"Are you someone else around me?"

"No."

"Well then fucking use the real you! And get out there!" I made it sound like a real short rant. This boys an idiot.

"Just please! You and me! I really want to! Give it a try?"

"A try?" I asked.

"Ya, a try."

"Fine." I mumbled with my arms crossed not really wanting to do this, I mean I can't really trust anyone.

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A/N:

short chapter..... :D

A bad one too!

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