You had finally returned to me and I treated you not so kindly.
My heart already turned cold and looked for love ever so blindly.
It's been a year since we knew each other and get along together just fine.
This time, you asked me to be your valentine.
Then I had rejected you,
because I was feeling blue.
I had a chance to keep you again, however, I blew it.
Yet, you were so quick to quit,
from our difficult love life.
I turned to cutting with a knife.
I cried so much and it motivated me to pierce my skin even more.
I wish that I bled all my blood onto the floor.
I messaged you hoping that you will see that I want you back...
Emotions are what I lack.
... Now I just hope you see my message in time
before I end my lifetime...