A mean game ~ 5SOS

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Melissa Irwin

I hop in bed while Luke left the room to take a quick shower. I grab my phone and check my twitter, nothing special. After a few minutes Luke walks back in, in his boxers. Oh shit. "Do you mind me sleeping like this?" I shake my head. "N-no" please don't be nervous, he won't touch you. He is a nice guy, he won't do something like that would he? No. "Why are you getting so nervous?" "I've never slept in the same bed with a guy besides my ex" I answer him. "What was wrong with your ex then?" I can see the flashbacks already. Fuck. No.

Half a year ago:

'Why is he touching me like that. I don't want to. I feel his fingers around my private area, trying to unzip my jeans. "No, I don't want to." He looks at me smirking. "I know you want to. Just admit it." I'm getting more scared every minute. "No please" I start to cry. By now my jeans are off. He is holding both of my hands in one hand above my head. He is too strong. He is coming back up kissing my neck. "No please stop" I beg him. I try to get him of me but without success. I kick him in his balls and get rid of his grip around my hands. I run away as fast as I can. Out of his house. I'm going home in the middle of the night, great.'

'I don't really feel like talking about it, but come here" I say pulling the blanket away so he can hop in. He walks over to his side of the bed and pulls the blanket over us. "Please tell me. I need to know what he did to you" I sigh and tell him my story. " I felt his fingers around my private area, trying to unzip my jeans. I rold him I didn't want to do this but he only smirked at me. He said to me 'I know you want to. Just admit it.' I was getting more scared every minute and begged him to stop but he didn't listen to me and I started to cry. By now my jeans were off. He was holding both of my hands in one hand above my head. He is too strong. So I couldn't get away from him and he came back up kissing my neck." I started to cry again thinking back about what happened. "Shh It's okay" Luke tells me hugging me. " I begged him to stop. I tried to get him off of me but without success. I kicked him in his balls and finally got rid of his grip around my hands. I had to run away as fast as I could out of his house. I had to walk home in the middle of the night, and I broke up with him. He tried to get me back, but I don't want something like this to happen again." I finally finished my story. "I feel really sorry for you" he says kissing my forehead. "It's okay, I'm over him. But it's still hard for me to trust boys" "That's okay, but do you trust me? I won't hurt you or touch you if you don't want me to" I smile at him "thank you" I say looking him in to his eyes. "You have pretty eyes" he smiles. "May I kiss you?" He asks suddenly. I look at him a bit confused. "Why?" "Because I really feel like kissing you, but I promised not to touch you if you didn't want me to" "You don't have to asks. Just do it. I'll tell you if I don't want something" I smile at him and he does that half smile again. Damn it, just kiss me already. "But I don't want to do something you don't want me to" He says again. "Luke, I want it" I say now a bit begging him. "Say it again" he smirks. "Luke, I want it" I say again. "Repeat after me: Luke sexy Hemming-" "Luke sexy Hemmings" "- I really really really want you to kiss me-" "I really really really want you to kiss me" I whisper in his ear. He is biting his bottom lip. Damn. He leans in, kissing my lips. He moves his body so he is now hanging above me. His hands on each side of my head. I feel his tongue ticking on my bottom lip asking me to open my mounth, I open it and give him permission to enter. Our tongues are in a happy game, swirling around. I stop the kiss gasping for some air. "Wow" I say. "Was I that bad?" He asks smiling at me. "No, you are perfect" I wink at him. I feel butterflies everywere. Was I falling for Luke? yes, I think I am. I feel his lips on mine one last time before he drops his body right next to mine. He plays with the ends of my nirvana shirt. "Can't you take it of, it's way too hot in here" he jokes. I stand up on my bed and take of my shirt. I don't mind, I'm still wearing my bra. I don't even know why I did that, I'm not that kind of girl. Luke gasps a bit shocked. "You've never seen a girl like this?" He shakes his head. "You know it was just a joke" He nervously smiles at me. "But if you've never seen a girl like this, are you still a virgin?" He nods a yes. "Are you?" I also nod my head. He does that half smile again. Damn. "You do look sexy in your bra" he winks at me biting his lip. I put my shirt back on and lay beside Luke resting my head on his chest running my fingers up and down on his belly. He turns his body so he is hanging above me again. I wrap my arms around his neck kissing his lips again. I turn us around so now I'm hanging above him. I sit on his crotch kissing his lips passionately. I sit up straight and run my fingers over his belly. When I'm running my fingers on the edge of his boxers I feel him shiver underneath me. "I found your soft spot" I smile at him sticking out my tongue. "Mel, you're making me crazy" He gasps. "I'm making you what?" I wink at him. "Horny okay. You're making me horny" We turn around again and he lays on top of me. Our body's touch in every inch. I feel his boner grow ,pushing against my area. "I can feel you" I say with a smile on my face stopping our kiss. "I'm so sorry" he says nervously, hopping of me. "No, Luke. It's okay, you can't stop something like that." I try to convince him it didn't bother me. "We should get some sleep" he says. "Goodnight beautiful" he kisses my forehead. I run my fingers down and up his belly again. "Stop teasing" he laughs.

I wake up from heavy breathing next to me. I slowly open my eyes and see Luke leaning on one elbow and his other arm under the blanket moving up and down. His breathing getting heavier. I see really doing this? He lays back in bed and mentions I'm awake. "Fuck" he says whispering to himself. "It's not what it looked like. Shit what have I done" he tries to recover. "Lukey, it's okay. It's my own fault" I laugh at him. He smirks. "So, did you have a good time wanking yourself?" I joke at him. "Perfect" he laughs nervously "You should let me help next time" I wink at him. "No I don't want you to. You'll regret that later." He says back to serious business. "I'll let you know when I'm ready" I smile at him.

"Mel?" I hear Luke whisper. "Yeah?" "I like you" I'm in shock, did he really like me? "I like you too" he kisses my forehead. "Good to know, goodnight beautiful" "Goodnight Lukey"

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