"go to sleep"

Summer vacation or living hell

    I was on the bus home feeling as if every thing that just happened was a dream. Talen... how was it I just met him and he has infuriated me past the pout of being able to describe. To put it lightly I wanted to kill him. I looked up after I felt someone watching me after a while. I looked over and noticed Jeff, 'oh great.' I groaned in my thought. He was the last person I wanted to see. I don't know why people hadn't noticed the fact he had no eyelids but that wasn't my problem. My problem was that he was out to kill me. And so were everyone else. One more reason why I hate my life. buti could fight back in a way non of them suspected. I glared at him and turned my head... I know that wasn't smart but your forgetting that every ghost I ask will come to help me at my calling. I was hoping to god Jeff would at lest leave me alone on the buss, he sat down next to me.... Damn it.

    "don't you have something better to do?" I snapped.

    "you know it's dangerous to talk to me that way..." he drifted off leaving me to imagine the rest. I just smiled evenly.

    "sure, if you say so....." I amended. The buss pulled up to our stop and I shoved him out the seat knowing full well I would pay for it later. But there was only one way to break me. My best friend... she was my only true friend and if Jeff even looked at her wrong I would make him regret it. I swore on my life I would make that happen. I heard Jeff curse and yell at me but I was off the buss and in my house before he could reach me. Personally I found it historical, but him not so much. I found him holding a knife in the far left corner of my room opposite of the door. My guardian prepared for a fight. 

    "I see that didn't take you long" he was so irrational, a slight push pissed him off that badly? What kind of childhood did this kid have, mind you he was probably older than me. I watched as he just glared at me. I knew against a knife I was screwed, if he came without it I could fight him off without my guardian. Well it was time for him to learn that he wasn't invincible. I was a pretty good knife thrower, I had practiced since I was only a small thing just learning to add. So basically kindergarten.... I grabbed the pocket knife on the table next to the bed, opened it and waited. I waited for that famous "go to sleep" for him to even flinch in my direction. 

    "I told you messing with me wasn't smart." I heard him whisper almost unintelligible. I just smile. I found it funny how he thought I was afraid of him, well I was a little, but that was because he was creepy.

    "oh well, I guess it didn't get through to me..." I say in a high pitch deadly attitude voice. His eyes narrowed.

    "you brat!" he shouted.

    "excuse me?" I snap my voice dripping with hatred. I summoned two of the five elements. Fire and Wind. Flames flew around me and the wind blew my hair around my face. He didn't even flinch I on the other had shook with anger. My hair flew and my mind raced, my guardian stepped between me and Jeff.

    "calm down Amanda, what would Cynthia think of your behavior now?" the name broke my focus and the magic stopped all together, i stopped breathing, I froze and just stared strait at Jeff. A smile crêpes across his lips, he thought I was afraid of him.

    "why bring her up now.... it's been two years." I whisper. Now Jeff looked interested.

    "Amanda, she was your only sister and you know who killed her, you just refuse to admit it even though the one who did was you old friend-" he said.

    "STOP!" I scream. "I don't want to hear it..... I don't want to remember." I add in a whisper.

    "you wile at some point." He sighed.

    "stop, just stop." I said.

    "Amanda, Cynthia is dead and you-" he began.

    "STOP SAYING HER NAME! LIKE YOU SAID SHE'S DEAD AND CAMREN KILLED HER! I KNOW THAT! I REFUSE TO ADMIT IT BECAUSE I'M SCARED! I'M SCARED AND I CANT TAKE THIS CRAP ANY MORE SO STOP, JUST STOP!!!" I yell tears forming in my eyes "CYNTHIA IS DEAD, MY ONLY SISTER IS DEAD! YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW? YOU THINK I DONT CARE? I KNOW AND CARE MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD! I- I- I....." I broke down in sobs, my voice cracking and my breathing raged.  Falling to my knees, I cried.

    "Amanda?" my guardian asked, oh I haven't told you his name! His name is Alomar. Jeff just stood there confused.

    "Alomar, just stop." I sob. 

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    Later that night I slept, I was not alone Jeff had called truce till the morning so I could calm down. I had a night mare that night,

    My heart race and pounded in my chest. I was running after someone, but who? Blond hair flowed behind her and  she was bleeding. She looked a lot like Cynthia from behind. Then some were from a distant memory I figured out who the girl was just as Cameron came around the corner and hammed it into Cynthia's neck.

    "noooooo!" I screamed in my dream and possibly reality.

    I was shaken awake, "Amanda! Amanda!" Alomar shook my shoulder and Jeff just stood there, eyes wide. I sat up in bed and wrapped my arms around myself.

    "damn it Alomar! Reminding me of her caused this. Go away I don't need you right now." I say and roll over and thought about how I wanted to pretend it never happened.

AUTHORS NOTE:

    For all who read Running free, I'm sorry. I am the author of that story.... my dad deleted my original account Edunbar5484 and now I made another the next day and to prove I am the author ask me about something that happened in the story and I will prove it... so no I did not steel the name.