Meeting Shannon Taylor ( trigger warning)

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       When they left,Vic and Kellin told me to get ready because we were going to dinner so I ran upstairs put on my PTV sweater, black skinny jeans, black vans and my black lipstick. Then walked down stairs.

 "You look gorgeous. Love the shirt" Vic told me. I rolled my eyes not believing that I looked good.  

 "Can we just go? " I asked walking out of the door.

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 When we got to the restaurant that was a karaoke diner. After we ordered our food the announcer came on stage 

" welcome to the karaoke contest we have people who have volunteered to sing today and we will pick two people out of this hat to sing together." "First up Shannon Taylor" the announcer said. Next up "Andy Rylee Jay ." oh those assholes I can't fucking believe they put my name in that hat without my consent. Wait, yes i can. 

 "Fuck" Kellin whispered knowing how openly lesbian I was an that I had a huge crush on that fine looking you-tuber.

 I walked on stage pissed at Vic and Kellin.

 "Hey" Shannon said. to me. at this point I was already blushing. I love her so much. I have so many emotions going through me. I was happy I got to see her, but I hate singing in front of people   

 "Hi" I said trying to act like im not in love with her. Then started to blush more.

 "Your so adorable." Shannon said making me blush even more. I looked like a fucking tomato 

 "You look really hot, I like the shirt" Shannon said. fuck i was dying here. how do I make her stop.

 "Thanks I'm a super big fan you have no idea how much that means to me especially since you're the hottest girl in the world "I replied. i'm to forward. shit i'm gonna scare her away  

 We ended up picking black parade by My Chemical Romance.

 "Sorry if I sound bad I'm not a good singer" I quickly said before the song began.

 When it got to my part Shannon's eyes widened with presentiment. I rolled my eyes and keep singing when the song ended she gave me a note and we went back to our seats.

 "That was amazing" Kellin said I didn't say anything I just flipped both of then off and sat down with my head hung low and ate my fries. I opened the note and is said 

"here's my # if you wanna go on a date. P.S. You have the most amazing voice ever I would love to get to hear more of it."


 Everyone kept telling me that but I didn't believe it. I had never told anyone but when I was at the orphanage I was alone. Everyone there told me I would amount to nothing. Nobody whould ever love me. That I was the worst singer ever that even Justin Bieber sang better then me. I started to feel  tears burning in the back of my eyes. I didn't want them to know i was upset and ask questions so I quickly told Vic and Kellin that I was going to the bathroom. 

When I got there I pulled out the knife I had use to cut myself a few times before. I had to deal with all that for 18 years I developed a cutting problem. I cut 6 deep scars I loved the feeling of release I saw the new scars on my skin next to the 20 old ones. it made me feel better. it was like a home remady from pain to me. a distraction. I loved the pain

 when I was done I quickly made sure no one saw and Ran to wash the scars. I pulled down the sleeves to the sweater I was wearing. When I walked back out it was announced that Shannon and I had won.

 When I got home I ran up stairs grabbed my phone and text Shannon. 

"Is Sunday at olive garden fine and btw no matter where we go I pay. A few seconds later she replied with " sounds great see you then. I plopped my phone on my bed and realized I need a new outfit. "VIC KELLIN" I scream loudly "yes" they said walking into my room sleepily will you take me to get a new dress Friday for my date Sunday. I said in the most innocent voice possible. "Of course" Vic said. "Thank you Thank you Thank you" I said while running at them and then hugging them. " now go to bed. Kellin said. "Yes sir" I say then hop into my bed

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HIII sorry I didn't update I tried btw the next chapter gets sad k byeee

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