Raey && Sasha "Shortiee" on the left & Arielle Kassidy Alsina on the right in multimedia
"Raey"
"Sasha" I yelled out, "Make sure your bag is packed to go over your dad's" I said. Everything was a little hectic right now with work. I had to make sure my baby girl was okay though. I hated to drop Sasha off at her dad's on the weekends. I didn't like the environment Jashawn has our daughter in.
"Mommy, I'm done packing" I heard Sasha come the steps when I got up the couch. She was trying so hard to get her bag down the steps. I reached out to help her but she shook her head. "No I got it mommy" she said putting it by the door.
"Okay" I said headed towards the kitchen with her following.
"Mommy" Sasha said.
"Yes princess" I grabbed her medicine from the cabinet.
"Do you think daddy still has a gf" she asked. I shrugged my shoulders not knowing if Jashawn was still with that same trashy ass girl.
"Idk why you ask" she laid her on the counter shrugging.
"I just don't like her that much. I just wish it was just us and daddy" she said sighing. I sighed along with her knowing it'll never happen again.
"When is daddy coming to get me" Sasha asked as I made her something to eat.
"In a hour" I said. I could hear my phone going off in the living room. It was probably more work that needed to be done at the office. Sometimes I hated being a lawyer but it pay the bills. I slid the plate over to Sasha before going back in the living room gathering up all my work. I needed to go the office after Jashawn comes.
.......
It was going on 6:30 when I looked down at my phone. I read the text that came through.
6:30 Babydaddy 😡✌🔪- I can't pick shortiee up this weekend. I have to go outta town for work.
I sighed. I stood up from my bed going towards Sasha' room. She's about to be a little heart broken her dad isn't coming. She waited all week for the weekend to come.
"Shortiee" I pushed open her door to see that she was watching Netflix.
"Yes mommy" she said still looking at the television. I sighed sitting on her bed.
"Daddy has to go outta town for work so, he can't come and get you this weekend" I said as she sat up and looked at me.
"This isn't fair. Second time he couldn't come" she cried out. She sat on my lap crying on my shoulder. I felt bad and hated to see her like this.
"Aye, I know something that'll cheer you up" I said making her shift some.
"Ooh what" she said looking up some.
"Shopping" I said to her. Her eyes lit up as she sat up.
"Yeah, I need some more clothes mommy" she said chuckling.
"Go put some shoes on and lemme get dress quick" I said standing. I stretched a little before walking out to my room.
I walked in to my closet grabbing some black ripped jeans and t-shirt. I quickly got dressed as Sasha came running in my room, ready to go.
"I'm ready" she said jumping on my bed.
"Okay" I said. I grabbed my purse and keys. I slid in to my shoes going downstairs with Sasha following.
Something wasn't sitting right with me. Something was up with Jashawn. Not coming to our daughter two weekend straights. I'm find out what's up like always.
You
This tour has been nothing but, amazingly good. We was days away from the concert back at home. August told me that's when I'll get the surprise. Everybody was going to be there to see it. Whatever the surprise is.
Today was a relaxing day. I was down by the pool of this nice ass hotel. It was so beautiful here in Florida. It feels really good to not be in drama with you know who. August was around here somewhere being his goofy self. As much as I was enjoying myself, I couldn't keep this feeling off my mind. It was mainly about Leah and the baby. I don't know why she's on my mind but, it's something about the baby that's going to change to my life forever.
I looked down at my phone that kept buzzing nonstop. Million text messages from Aug about an emergency back at home.
7:57 Auggie 😍💕😘😩- Where ya at ??
8:00 Auggie 😍💕😘😩- We gotta head back home tonight
8:01 Auggie 😍💕😘😩- Leah went into labor early and something is wrong. I'm headed back to the hotel now
8:02 Me- Okay is everything okay with her or the baby ??
8:04 Auggie 😍💕😘😩- Idk yet
I quickly gathered up my stuff headed back to the hotel room. I quickly took a shower washing the chlorine off my body. I wrapped towel around my body after I got done. I walked in to the room grabbing some clothes to throw on when August came walking in.
"They saying the baby not going to make it" his eyes was so red and dry up with tears. He sat down on the bed as I pulled my jeans on. I stood in front of him lifting his head up.
"It's going to be okay. The baby is going to be okay" I comforted him. He softly laid his head on my stomach letting the tears hit my shirt. I pat his back soothing him until there was a knock on the door. Aug got up wiping his face off. I went to packing up our stuff as August talked to his manager.
.......
I paced the floor back and forth nervously. I waited down in the hospital lobby for August to return.
I was getting a little worried until I saw August. I ran to him wondering what happened.
"She didn't make it but--" He started but stop and looked down. I rubbed his arm gently before I spoke.
"Hows the baby" I asked. He lifted his head.
"Okay, its a girl" he hugged me tightly before dragging me to see the baby.
"I want to the baby to live with us" he said as I looked through the glass of the nursery room. I seen this adorable little girl who August was pointing at. I was little cautions of us bringing home a baby. But, I was willing to do it for August.
"Okay but we don't have anything for a baby at home" I said looking at him.
"I'm go to the store first thing in the morning" he said. He was getting teary eyed again.
"What the doctor say about bringing her home" I asked.
"In an hour or so. They wanna do some tests" he said still looking through glass.
"Okay" I said.
It was going on three in the morning when we got home with the baby. I was beyond ready to go sleep. August made sure the alarm was on as I made my way upstairs with the baby. I sat the car seat down on the bed as I made my way to the closet. August told his manager to go on and cancel the rest of the tour so that we can focus on the baby now.
I knew that feeling I had back in Florida was too good to be true. Life was really taking a different turn on a different path for us. Who knows what else is in store for us.
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