What If...(H.S.)

FOURTEEN

{Edited: 02/09/16}

Zania's POV

"I guess... I guess I'm falling for him" I said in a shaky tone.
"What? Zania you didn't forget what happened to you, right?" Mitu asked holding my hand. I kept silent. A small tear drop slip through my cheek. Mitu hugged me tightly "don't cry. I'm sorry. It's just not right". 'Mitu is right. I can't repeat my mistake.' I thought to myself.
"C'mon Mitu one bad memory can't haunt her for rest of her life...!" Aysha frowned at Mitu. And joined our hug.

I came back home and locked myself in my room. I cried for hours. One mistake and now everyone thinks I can't recognize good people. Everyone thinks I'm dumb. I'm not dumb. I love Harry. I freaking love him. And I know he's not like Sam. He can't be. But then a scary feeling hit my heart 'what if... What if Harry has no feelings for me? What if  it's just me?' This feelings made me sob more. I really don't like to be one of those girls who cry over boys. But Harry totally changed me and I hate it.

Few hours later I heard a knock in my door. "Zan... What happened? Are you alright?" I heard mom. "Everything's fine ma.." I wiped my face with back of my hand and opened the door. I gave a smile to mom so she wouldn't know about my crying. She softly ran her fingers through my hair and said "I don't know what's happening in your life but I trust you and remember I'm always by your side." Mom's words made me feel really good. I was sacred to unlock my phone as I'm afraid there would be Harry's cute texts that would make me crazy about him no matter how hard I try to avoid the feelings. I decided that I wouldn't spend too much time talking with him and hoped this would help me to stay away from him.

As expected there were 3 texts one from Aysha saying "don't worry we're always with you no matter what happens :)" one from Mitu "I'm really sorry zania. I shouldn't have dragged your past. Forgive me." And one from Harry... "Good morning sweetie... Hope you're having a great day. If not then look at the mirror and it'd become a nice day.."
I read it and again felt butterflies in my stomach. This kinds of texts actually shows how much anyone cares for you.

I didn't reply as I decided to stay away from him. I sat on my study desk and decided to study to keep my mind busy. Apparently all I did was wasting my notebook's pages and my pens. I just doodled weird things.

After two hours Harry texted me again

Fake Harry : are you mad at me?

I didn't reply....

*5 minutes later*

Fake Harry: Zan are you alright

Fake Harry: is there any problem.

*10 minutes later*

My phone rang. I looked at the screen and my eyes were wide open after seeing the name popping on the screen. It was Fake Harry. I didn't know if I should pick up or not. So I just let it ring. One...two... Three... Missed calls. Fourth time I couldn't control myself. I picked up the phone. And just after picking it I thought 'shit!! I shouldn't have picked it'

"Hello!! Zan?" Harry said with his weird voice. He sounded tensed and it really made me feel special that he cared about me.

"Hmm.."
"Are you alright? Is everything fine?"
"Yeah"
"Why didn't you reply to my texts?"
"I...I was...."
"Doesn't matter." He didn't let me finish my sentence. "You're alright that's what matters."
"Thanks" I said in a low tone
"Why?"
"For caring... Caring about me"
"We're friends right? Ummm... Friends.... So I obviously care about you."
"Hmm..."
"You're sounding different. I'm sure something happened with you. But it's totally OK if you don't want to tell me."
"It's nothing like that... It's just... I don't know..."
"That's alright. Take a deep breath and relax. I'm always there for you. Just let me know whenever you need help. I'll do anything to make you feel right."
'Shoot! I love him so much.' I thought in my mind but I said "I will."
I hung up the call and opened Twitter. And I got the biggest shock of my life. Like literary the bigggggggggggggest shock of my life!!!!!!!!!!

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