*FAITH*

CHAPTER 15

Alexas P.O.V

After me and Ethan came back from the car shop the guys were already back from the mall and they were filming a vine when me and Ethan walked in 

we slowly creeped to the kitchen so we don't make a sound 

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After filiming ton shit of vines the door bell rang and i offered to open it 

It was the person that i wished to never see again but unfortunately they are here 

"What the fuck do you want Arwen?" i spat

"I came to say sorry" she said with no emotion and she looked bored like someone is forcing her to do it 

"i don't want t hear your bullshit you druged my boyfriends drink and kissed him!"

"Oh please you could have found someone else you get whatever you want" she rolled her eyes

"Arwen why the fuck are you jelouse you can get anything too" i replied annoyed 

"Oh i can get anything? Alexa your such a selfish and rich brat you got a fucking ferrari for your birthday and you get anybody you want, your popular and everybody likes you, and me? I'm just the best friend of the most popular and rich girl in the school no matter how hard i try you always come in the way, and i don't want to be that person anymore, i want to be popular !" she yelled at me 

i was in shock 

is she seriously being serious?

"you are such a fucked up person i have done everything for you!" i cried 

i was hurt, me and Arwen have been friends since 3rd grade 

"im gonna admit you did spoil me you got me a expensive purse, a phone, a expensive neckless, and a laptop and these were my birthday presents and you threw me a birthday parties, but poor Alexa i never liked you i only used you for your money" she smiled and she didn't look hurt at all

when she said that she never liked me and only used me for my money my heart shattered to a million pieces

is that all i really meant to her 

"so all these years all i was to you was a person who spoils you and is rich?" i whispered in disbelief 

"Yes and they were the best years of my life, you were going to buy me a car!, but now since you have gotten me into modelling I'm getting my own money and now i can throw you away" she laughed 

"Arwen leave and i never want to see you again you selfish fucking bitch!" i cried and yelled at her then smashed the door and ran to my room and broke down crying 

All these fucking years and all the money and time and love i spent on her for nothing 

fuck the money i don't care about it its just all the effort and time i put in our friendship and i took it seriously and all she was doing was acting 

how could i be so fucking stupid to not realise she was using me ?

i got up and wiped my eyes then went to the bathroom and turned on the tab to fill the bathtub 

while the bathtub is filling i took out the little box i hid behind all my stuff and took out one razor 

"1.." for being stupid

"2.." for letting her use me like that

"3.." for all the time and effort i put in our friendship