Unwanted Love {Phan}

Chapter 1 - Preschool

Isn't it funny how my life works? I can get any girl I want, ask her out, she'll say yes. I can get her to do anything. But I had to fall in love with a guy. 

10 fucking years. 10 fucking years I've known Phil and ever since I went through fucking puberty I had to have feelings for him. I mean, I don't think I'm gay. Who the hell am I kidding, I've been writing stories of me and Phil together since 3rd grade, I'm definitely gay. 

We weren't friends at first of course, I was one of the many kids in preschool that wanted anything to befriend Phil. He was the light of everyone's life, the original popular kid. Phil was kind, charming, and now, hot as hell. 

But me, I was an outcast until Phil made me his chum. I stood in the shadows, played with my blocks, sang the Barbie theme song to myself, and I had a little fringe that covered my left eye. No one liked me, I had kids calling me emo before I even knew what it meant. 

One little day though, Phil decided to look at my corner, and he saw me. He walked over to me, the same, goofy, cuteass smile on his face that he wears every day to school now. 

"Hey there, I'm Phillip. You seem lonely. Wanna play?" I looked up at him, my little fringe flapped on my eye. He kept that grin on his face, his glassy green eyes filled with hope and confidence, in me. He held out his hand, and gestured for me to take it. 

I didn't know what to say , I wasn't good at human interaction, as well, I really didn't get any. I shrugged, grabbed his hand and gave him a soft smile. His grin widened and he pulled me to his friends. 

"Guys, this is.." He looked over at me. 

"Daniel." I whispered. 

"This is Daniel. He's going to be our friend." Phil grinned, his eyes going back and forth from his friends to me. 

For a second, I thought I fit in somewhere, like I finally had some people who I could truly rely on, it filled my little body with happiness. But when I looked up at his friends' faces, they were horrified. Like I was some creature that had just crawled out from the floorboards, or some monster in a fairy tale. 

"Phil, we cannot hang out with this freak!" One of them squealed, stepping back away from me. 

"Yeah Phil, my mum said he was no good." A boy said, shaking his head at me, grimacing. I frowned, shook my hand out of Phil's and walked away. 

Phil stared at his friends, as if completely baffled at how they had just pushed me away.  "How could you guys ever be, be so mean to someone?" He said softly. 

Then, to my absolute surprise, he turned around, ran toward me and grabbed my hand. He looked at me, staring in my eyes, and put that big goofy grin back on his face. 

"Let's go to the playground,  we don't need those losers. They just don't understand." He glanced back at the kids, stuck his tongue out at them, and we ran off laughing. 

After that, I was really no longer the emo kid who liked Barbies. I was that kid, who still liked Barbies, but had a cool friend, and great confidence. 

Phil and I hung out every day. We both didn't have any other friends. But that didn't matter to us of course. 

Everyone would make fun of us for doing the things we did, we made silly movies of us dancing to Britney Spears, helping each other beat the various Gym Leaders in Pokemon, trying out new haircuts and getting matching fringes and spending hours on end playing Crash Bandicoot. But the one thing we learned from our preschool adventures is that we shouldn't give two poops about what anyone else thought of us, because we were awesome, and we were the power friends. 

Junior high was tough, we had trouble fitting in for a while. Until Phil and I both got girlfriends on the cheerleading squad, which really bumped our stature up. Phil, as usual, was nice to everyone he met, and we made more and more friends. Eventually, we developed a social life, outside of Crash Bandicoot of course. 

but who knew that girls would turn our whole friendship around?

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Hello frens! So here's chapter 1 of this new thing. This is my first time actually writing and publishing phanfics so I hope you like this!

This is super short since its like the intro, but the next parts will be longer I swear xD

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