Then I Lost It all...

chapter 16

*JADES POV* -FLASHBACK- <><><><><><><><><><><><><><>

It was freshman year of high school. Justin was my best fren. And I was pretty close to Evan, his brother. I went to Justin's house to hang because my dad had just got done beating me and I ran away again.

Justin's mom loves me anyway. I thought to myself. No harm no foul. I ring the door bell. "Honey, you know you can always walk right in!" Justin's mom says. "I know. But I feel rude." I turn around. "Is Justin here?" I ask cuz he normally meets me at the door. "No. He's out with a fren. But Evan is here. He's in his room. You can go in if you want." She smiled at me and went into the kitchen.

I walked into Evans room and he was sitting there. Getting high. Of course. He's where I got it from. "Hey. You gonna share?" He looked up and was startled to see me. "Heyyyyyy. Jadeeeee." He says. "Come in, come in!" I walk in and close the door. Bad idea. He was on me faster than a cheetah catching its prey. He locked the door and kissed my neck. It was a bad idea to tell him that was my one weakness.

That was the day I lost my virginity. He had raped me. Then I was even stupider and went home and told my dad what he did. "Come on princess." He smirked "I'll help you get the memory away."

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"Babe...?" Andy said, bringing me back to reality. Remembering that was terrible. I sat there and told them exactly what had happened. All of them were so understanding. They are such good guys. I love them all. Andy was cradling me as I told the story. Then Ash picked me off Andy's lap and carried me bridal style to the bathroom. Well, I thought we were going to the bathroom. "Hey!" Andy said in protest. "It'll be okay. I'm not gonna do anything!" Ash shouted over his shoulder. "You ready for this?" He asked with a smile. "Where we going?" "You'll see!" He says with a huge grin.

So we enter the arcade room of the hotel. No one was in there. Ash sets me down on a table hockey game. "What's going on Ash?" All he did was hold up his finger. "Ughhhh" I rolled my eyes. It seemed to take Ash forever before he came back. He came back with another person. "Hey. I'm Josh Dun." JOSH DUN! AS IN TWENTY ONE PILOTS! "Hey. I'm Jade." I say, keeping my cool.

Ash sat there grinning like a mad dog as Josh picked me up and spun me around. "Josh! Stop tormenting that girl!" Said a familiar voice. TYLER FUCKING JOSEPH!! "Joshhhh." I whine "put me downnnnn. I wanna go see Tyler!" Josh looked hurt. "But Tyler, he my fren" Josh ran over to Tyler and grabbed onto his waist. "AWEEEEEE" I say. "Jade, stahp itttt." Ash says. "Remember what you guys came for!" Josh smiled at me. "Guess what were doing?"

They blindfold me and carry me to... I have no idea but it took forever. Then I was sat down in a comfy leather chair. "Can I take off the blindfold now?" I ask. Tyler comes over and takes it off. "What. The. Hell!" I say. "Hehehehe" Ash can't stop grinning. "Why am I here? What. Who. Whyyyyy?" I ask. Your getting a tattoo and Josh is gonna pay when its Dun." (Hehe) I'm shocked. "Um.. Okay." "I remember you saying something in your sleep about TØP and tattoo sooooo I pieced it together and here we are!" Ash says with that cute grin of his.

The tattoo takes about 45 min cuz of the font I wanted it in and I was ticklish in the spot he did it. When he was finished he cleaned it and bandaged it. "No hot tubs and use this ointment to keep out infections." He handed me a paper with instructions and an ointment. "Thank you so fucking much Josh!" He smiled. Ash and I walked out as Josh payed for it. We all walk back to the hotel which took forever.

"Babe! Oh what did he do to you!?" He glared at Ash and held me protectively. "Owieeeee" I scream as he touched my side where I got the tattoo. "What?" He looks so concerned. I take off my shirt and show him the tattoo. What? It's not like he hasn't seen it before. "Babe.... It's... It's amazing!" He kisses me and hugs me gently. Jinxx whistles. "Kitten! You look so sexy like that!" For some reason Jinxx has been calling me 'kitten' lately. But I don't mind. Andy steps in front of his view and says, "hey! Only I can look there!" And what does he do next!?! He shoves his face iñ my boobs and starts to motorboat. I can't get out of it cuz just then he picked me up. "A-andyyyy.... Stahppppp.... It ticklesssss!!!" I say between laughs. Pretty soon I'm gasping for air and Tyler pulls me off of Andy. "Bro! You almost killed her!" Tyler says thru laughs. I roll my eyes and walk away.

I ended up walking aimlessly around the hotel. It was pretty cool. I met a really nice gay couple and talked with them for a while. Then I make my way back to the hotel room. I get this bad feeling that I'm being watched. I walk a bit faster and go into an elevator. I get to my floor and I see our door standing wide open. I panicked and rush in. I see the house keeping lady and she's cleaning up something dark red. I panicked thinking its blood. I walk over to realize it's tomatoe juice. Ugh. The housekeeping lady doesn't even speak English. She's so helpful. I roll my eyes. Where did they all go? I look around but don't see them. Hmph. I don't like this situation...