Today my mom was screaming and yelling many thing to me....many things you would want to hear. And the worst thing of all is that it didn't take much for her to get like this. This scares me, now I don't even know what to expect from her. But when I ran to my hidden safe spot, thoughts ran through my head saying "I don't know what did wrong? I didn't even do any thing" "why yell and scream at me but not my brothers?" "did you even want me?" "why do you prefer them?" and "I'm sorry for not being the perfect daughter and I'm sorry that I might of ruined your life when I was born" "how did I ruin your life but not them?". But these thoughts just made it worse, they had my wondering if I would even be missed if I left. Will they even care if I no longer exist?
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The Secrets Of My Life
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