Shattered (Completed)

Chapter 30

Nicole•

I've been having really bad anxiety attacks this past week and if they keep on happening I just might loose the baby.

I woke and headed to go take a shower. I got out and went to my closet I wore

• a blue sweater cropped top

• light blue rippped high waisted jeans

• my white doc's

Then I went to the bathroom to do my makeup ( at the top)

I let my curly hair just be itself. Then I went downstairs to make some breakfast.

I finished and Cameron came downstairs.

"Good morning babygirl." He said kissing me.

"Morning babe." I said pulling away from the kiss.

"How are you feeling today babe ?" Cameron asked

"Good I guess but I don't want to have another attack but they just come whenever." I said.

"I don't wanna loose this baby." Cameron said.

"Me either." I said.

"But we could always have more." He said.

"But like if I loose my first child. I don't know if I ever wanna be alive." I said.

"No don't say that this baby isn't going to die." Cam said.

We ate our breakfast then I went to get my gray Michael Kors tote and my phone and headed to the garage.

Me and Cam got in the car and drive off.

"I want some snacks for lunch." I said.

"Okay. Wanna go now or later ?" He asked.

"Later cause I don't if Madison might pop up and I can't have that." I said.

"Okay." Cameron said.

We got to school I got my things out of my locker for my classes.

"Want me to carry some for you ?" Cameron asked.

"Come on let me do something by my own babe." I said.

"Fine." He said.

"I love you though." I said kissing his cheek

"I love you too princess." He said kissing me.

Skipping to lunch.

Me and Cameron put our things into our locker then went to go and get something to eat.

"Where shall we go ?" Cam asked.

"I don't know but I want some Arizona and something else." I said.

"Okay you have to get something though so make up your mind babe." He said in a girly voice which made me giggle.

"Your giggle is adorable." He said.

"Eww no I sound like a dying horse." I said laughing.

"So what are you gonna get ?" Can asked.

"I gotta eat healthy so let's go to Subway." I said.

"Kk." He said.

"Turn on the radio idiot." I said.

"You turn it on." He said.

"Okay fine." I said.

I did and "Don't" started to play by Bryson Tiller.

"Pull up skrr get in the ride. Left hand is steering the other is gripping your thigh.Light up a spliff and get high.Shorty you deserve what you been missing. Looking at you I think he must be tripping play this song for him tell him just listen." Me and Cameron sang along.