I bite my bottom lip, trembling. What am I gonna hear now?
"WAIT! Is it Carlos?!" Nessie says, looking at her phone. "Now they're writing about me destroying your band!"
I quickly log in. Oh no! What else can happen to us?!
"I'm sorry, Sweetheart," I sigh, disappointed. "I had no idea he was caught by paparazzi."
"This only confirms we should do what I wanted to tell you..." Nessie sighs, trembling. "Logan, Honey... I think we really should break up."
I freeze, speechless. My heart's pounding. It feels like I can't breathe...
"NO! Nessie, Sweetheart... PLEASE!" I shout, tearing up. "We... We CAN'T do THIS! We CAN'T!"
"Logie... I don't wanna do this either. Mike's maybe dumb enough to not know we're engaged... I mean, Dinah didn't tell him and he's used to me wearing a ring on this finger... But I fear he's gonna do his very best to make you suffer if he finds out we're still together," Nessie points out, sighing.
I can't say anything, feeling helpless...
Nessie looks at her engagement ring.
"Logie... I'll sent the ring to you," she says.
"NO! No, please, keep it," I reply, tears still rolling down my cheeks. "Keep it, Sweetheart. It's yours."
"As you wish," Nessie smiles lightly. "I'm sorry, Logie. We've no choice right now. Remember we break up to protect our safety. I love you, Honey..."
"Love you, Baby," I whisper, sobbing.
"Shh... Don't cry, Logie, please," she cooes, tears shining in her eyes. She's crying, too.
"Can we at least stay friends?" I ask her.
"I hope we can..." she answers. "But Mike's coming tomorrow and he's gonna stay for two weeks, so I won't be able to talk to you having him around and controlling what I do..."
"Okay..." I sigh. "So... Take care, Sweetheart. Love you."
"Night, Honey," she replies. "I hope you won't have a sleepless night... Love you, too."
We hang up.
I close my laptop and lie on my bed. I tear up, crying even harder than before. My head aches badly, but I don't care, I can't hold tears back.
"Logie-bear?" I hear my mom as she knocks on my door. "Can I come in?"
"Sure," I slowly sit up, feeling as if my head was just about to explode.
My mom takes a seat next to me and hugs me tightly.
"What's wrong, Honey?" she asks me.
I tell her everything that happened between Nessie, me and the guys, including every detail.
"And now she broke up with me because it's safer for us to go separate ways..." I finish.
"I'm so sorry, Honey," mom kisses my forehead gently.
"What do you think I should do now?" I ask, still sobbing. " I can't sing 'Til I Forget About You' and take my mind off of her... I can't... NEVER!" I shout, finally releasing the tension.
"Why don't you fight for her, then? You already booked plane tickets..." my mom smiles.
"YES! Thanks, Mom," I wipe away all the tears.
"You're welcome, Honey. Night, sleep well," she says before leaving my room.
"Night, Mom," I reply, feeling better.
And then I sing to myself, changing the words.
"And now I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna
Fight for Nessie, turn the music up now
Show them all I love her
Yeah, I've got the walk now.
I swear I'll do anything that I have to
'Til I get back next to you..."
With these words, I slowly drift off to sleep.
YOU ARE READING
My Life With Logan Henderson 2 - Love Me Again
FanfictionNessie and Logan have been keeping in touch for the whole year. Their first anniversary is coming, but their 'friends' interfere... Will their relationship last or not?
