"Jungkook.." I said softly, taking a few steps forward.
"Hey, have you been crying?" Jungkook asked anxiously, probing my face for an answer.
I turned my head sideways to hide my face. I don't want him to know that I have been crying. He has always judged me for being weak and it gives me the shivers every time he does that. I simply want a tight and warm hug from him and I don't want him to ask what is wrong.
He stared at me intensely and wrapped his arms around me. His clasp made me weak and I just found myself crying in his arms.
"Looking at how miserable you are right now makes me bunch up my knuckles and punch Suho-hyung right in the face," Jungkook muttered, making me cringe in dismay.
"No, don't do it, please," I begged, looking up at him, gripping his shirt tightly.
"Then tell me why he broke up with you," Jungkook asked with a stern look on his face, not showing any emotion.
He certainly knew why I was crying. He's my one and only best friend so he knows me so well. He knows my feelings even though how hard I tried to cover and deny it. It's as if he can always read me, my thoughts and my emotions.
I lowered my eyes, trying to avoid eye contact. I got speechless, I just couldn't find the right words out of my mouth.
I don't wanna tell him anything. My boyfriend, Suho just broke up with me. He said I was boring, he said he's getting bored of me.
*Flashback*
Suho's hand went to the hem of my blouse and slid his hand under. I shivered at the touch of his hand on my bare skin.
I held his hand to show my protest but I continued to go along, kissing him back with equal passion. But when he slid his hand up, I gripped his hand even tighter and pulled away from the kiss. "Suho, stop!" I protested, looking at him in the eyes.
Suho stared back at me and leaned back against his seat, breathing deeply. I noticed him grip tightly on the steering wheel.
He took a deep breath again and said the words I didn't expect to hear from him. "Sharlene, I really think we should take a break."
I gave him a quizzical look. "Suho, I don't understand... Just what do you mean.."
"I need to cool off. I want to take a break!" he answered, his voice sounded he's annoyed.
I grimaced at his answer, reaching out to hold his hand. "B..But why??"
But Suho pulled his hand away and continued to vent his anger. "Look, Sharlene, is it hard to understand? Or should I make it clear to you?"
I wanted to cry, bending my head down.
"You're so boring. Just like your damn paintings!" he said harshly, slamming the steering wheel with his fist.
He's so heartless. Is he really the guy I have fallen so hard for?
I started to sob. I can't believe what is happening.
I've been going out with Suho for almost six months now. He's a junior in Seoul National University and I am a senior high school student in Seoul School of Arts. I love to paint. It has been my hobby since I was a kid.
I love Suho so much. Our relationship is great that I couldn't even ask for more. He always used to say sweet things to me at unexpected times to give me butterflies. He used to take me out to romantic dinners and most importantly, he loves and appreciates my paintings just like my best friend, Jungkook.
I don't have any logical explanation but I always end up dating older guys. Maybe I just find them more appealing, smarter and well-mannered.
I am not ready to have sex and he understands that. I've tried everything to keep our relationship exciting and I have tried going a bit further than just kissing.
So it hurts so badly when he thinks he's getting bored with me. I feel so helpless that cannot do anything about it if he's starting to lose interest in me.
Is this really the end for us? Will things get better for me? I don't think the just-get-it-over-with attitude is the best approach for me. Can I really move on?
*End of Flashback*
"Jungkook, I just want to go to bed and get some sleep," I replied, giving the most caring best friend I have a glaring look.
"Why prefer to date older guys when you already have me? I guess this break up will stop you from dating older guys, Sharlene," Jungkook blurted out as I walked past him.
I looked at him over my shoulder and widened my eyes in disbelief. "Shut up, Kookie!" I shouted back. He really doesn't stop to piss me off.
I heard him chuckle as I walked up to my room and go to sleep.
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Hello! Here's my new fanfic feat. BTS Jungkook and of course Kris ^^Hope you all like it! :D
Btw, you won't mind if I make Sharlene a little younger xD
I just can't think of a perfect girl's name for this fanfic :'(Please check this out @_@
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