itshayes2000 TYSM hayes, i Love you Dear hayes, i know you will never read this and these are just late night thoughts that i'm writing down for no apparent reason whatsoever, but sometimes i've got to do this sort of thing for myself, to let myself know where abouts i am in life. a year ago i met a boy with a smile as bright as the sun and a heart made of gold. i was not in a good place, but you gave me a reason to stay, a reason to keep living my life, even though all i wanted was to be buried six feet under. no one understands what i'm going through, and i'm too scared to tell anyone in fear of being judged. but i continue to live my life, i continue to answer the question, "are you okay?" with a nod and a smile because i know somewhere out there you are happy and smiling and doing what you love to do. and that in itself is enough for me to want to stay. I love you, hayes 💕 -a small girl xxx anahi
