"It's you, it's you, it's all for you.
Everything I do.
I tell you all the time.
Heaven is a place on earth with you."
~Lana Del Rey
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Once I finished explaining to Myyah, Tyler, and Damon and Marley they all felt bad, and stuff, and I yelled at them saying she doesn't need pity she needs happiness, and love. So now we'll be giving her those things. And now we're making waffles, bacon, and sausage for everyone. And by we I mean Marley and I. "It smells really good" Marley said kicking her legs up and down. She is sitting down on the counter. She's so adorable honestly. I couldn't take all this cuteness.
"It does" once I finished it all up with Marley she helped set up the plates and spoons, forks, and knives. I put out food for everyone, but asked Marley on how much she would like of each thing. "The foods ready!" I yelled as I went to get Marley some apple juice. Myyah walked up to me and whispered in my ear "I've never seen you this happy" I smiled at her before saying. "She's the only little girl, actually person I haven't been mean to. Myyah that's crazy! I'm mean to everyone" she laughed at me giving one of her rare Myyah smiles. "Yeah, it is" she sat down next to Damon who wasted no time in devouring his stack of waffles.
"So, Becca, I was going to ask you to do me a favor. Can you go pick up something-" I cut Damon off, "fuck off. God gave you a body for a reason. For you to fucking use it, so bitch back the fuck up" Myyah glared at me as Tyler just cracked up. "Rebecca don't swear in front of Marley" I then realized what I just said. I started blushing bright red as I looked over at Marley who was giggling at the whole situation. Then she asked a question no one would ever want to hear from a seven year old because you have two options: tell them the meaning or lie.
"What's a bitch?"
"Oh my God."
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"Wait so who's taking care of Marley?" Aaron asked. As we walked down the school halls to the cafeteria. "My cousin's taking care of her" Aaron raised his eyebrows at me "Molly" a smile grew on his face as he said "Tyler is going to be so happy" Molly is Tyler's sister. After he joined the gang he found out he had a sister but decided he didn't want to drag her in it but he didn't want to leave her in the shadows so they know each other but barely get time to see each other much. It's a very complicated life style to explain.
This will make him so happy. "Yeah" I whispered. "Speaking of family members. I need to hang out with Gilinsky and get some DNA" with that I walked away and found Gilinsky at a table full of boys and one girl being Nikki. I walked up to Jack and pulled him out of the table before dragging him out the exit door of the cafeteria. "Whoa, hold up. What do you want Becca?" He asked pulling away from my grasp. I glared at him before grabbing his arm pulling out a pocket knife and then sliding it across his wrist.
He screamed in pain. "What the hell, Becca?!" I stared at him with tears flowing down my cheeks. "I need to know! Please- just don't- just don't yell at me!" He looked at me like I was crazy before he started crying. "What are fucking talking about?!" He yelled as he pulled out a tissue from his pocket cleaning up most of the blood. Not being able to clean up the dry blood stains on his wrist. I quickly grabbed the tissue full of his blood and placed it in a ziplock bag.
"You're fucking crazy!" He cried out. I shook my head. "No! Look Jack! You might be my little brother. When I was little I was taken to an orphanage and placed in it, and I never saw my little brother again after that! All I remember is memories with him and his name, and how he looked! And this might sound crazy, b-but I think you're my little brother"
Tears kept rushing down his cheeks and no matter how many times he'd wipe them away they kept coming. "You're not Rebecca. Y-you can't be" he whispered. "I'm Rebecca Cuai and you're Jack Finnegan Gilinsky, my little brother, my partner in crime, the boy I couldn't watch grow up because my parents sent me away, but I need to be sure. I need your DNA to see if you really are my Jack." I wiped away his tears.
"Why didn't you call me! You knew about my emergency minute phone! You knew my number! You knew where I lived! You just left, and didn't come back. You could've came back for me, but you didn't" he laughed bitterly as he stared at me with pure sadness, "you lost me once you didn't come back for me. I don't want you back in my life. I don't need you back in my life because I hate you, Rebecca Cuai. With every inch of my heart and soul" each word he spat broke my heart more and more piece by piece, "and I will never forgive you, for all the pain you've caused in my life! For fucking God sake, my childhood was spent crying and falling in depression because you weren't there with me. I hate you, Rebecca. I hate you!"
"I wasn't ready to lose you. I never will be, Jack. Please don't cut me out of your life. I didn't mean to hurt you that bad. I didn't have a fucking choice. I wasn't thinking right because I was only 7 years old Jack! How would I know, anything. Please don't leave me, Jack, when I've just gotten you back" he backed away from me and said "goodbye Rebecca" before leaving me outside crying on the cement floor, and after a few minutes of just crying by myself it started raining.
I didn't feel lonely knowing the sky was sad, too.
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A/N: WHY JACK! Well I hope you guys liked the chapter! I don't know why, but it's my favorite so far. I hope you're not mad that I made Jack be a big bitch! Well vote and comment my loves!
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