It's You (Sammy Wilk fanfic)

Chapter 18: Not edited

Sammy and I are recently walking to our date together on the beach. I'm going to surprise him. We've been together in New York for about three days already. I still can't believe I let him get farther than making out with him, when I barely just met the kid,  but I guess love has its ways.

"Babe, where are you taking me?" Sammy asked. I blindfolded him so he has no clue where we are. "Somewhere" I smirked at my reply. We were about to make it. I could see the waves from here. It's a beautiful sight. Especially with the moonlight reflecting on the dark looking water. I squeezed his hand as our feet made the crunch of the sand obvious to where we are.

I rolled my eyes before untying the blindfold. "Wow" he breathed out at the sight. I laid down a large, thick blanket on the sand with a few candles placed on the sides. The moon was full giving off a beautiful look to the ocean. The waves curl up and crash down, sending a grin to my face. "It's beautiful" I breathed out. I turned over to Sammy to see he was already looking at me. "I know right"

I scoffed, "so cliché, bitch" he rolled his eyes, "it's not called cliché, it's called saying something has been said so many times people get annoyed" I giggled, "that's what the damn word means, you fuck boy"

His arms wrapped around my waist as he pulled me down on the blanket with him. "So, why did you bring me here, exactly" I fiddled with my fingers as I got up. "Come with me" I pulled him up off the ground before dragging him near the shore line but not before kicking off our shoes.

We started walking silently with the sound of waves crashing down in the background. I broke the silence though because I needed to tell him. He was bound to know anyways. "When I was little I would always protect my little brother and his best friend. He was my everything . I might have been young but all I've wanted was for him to have the best in life. My parents loved my little brother more than me. And I understood why. I'm a mess. All I do is harm. That's why my biological father left us, but let's skip forward. I was forced to go to an orphanage one day because my step father didn't like me one bit, but he did that "low-key" so once I even took one step into the building I knew everything was going to go wrong. So I escaped. After being beaten up and thrown into a room. I slept at a random park. Scared of being alone and sad because I had no one left."

"The next day I felt sow thing wake me up. There stood a tiny little girl-" Sammy's eyes grew wide in realization. "Myyah" he breathed out. I nodded before continuing. "The little girl introduced her family to me and I became a part of it. The little girl and me grew up together and made a few friends on the way. Who apparently will be my life long friends now. In freshman year. The little girl's family died. Everything. Went down hill. We lived with our friends for awhile still grieving for our loss" my voice started shaking.

"The little girl one day found her friend, a bit with bright blue eyes get beaten up my gang members and so only found out he was a drug addict. The little girl and me wanted to fight bake and soon decided on creating a gang together. The little girl and I's friends all gathered and got a few ways on getting the drugs, doing deals, street fights, car races, and the most cliché of all dancing. The new gang named themselves Black Jack. They would kill whoever they felt threatened by, or whoever didn't pay for their order."

"Even killed their own sister by accident once but that's sidetracking right now. They were all stone on the outside but turned to mashed potatoes on the inside. The only who doesn't kill is me. Not because I'm scared and weak, but because I'm not going to shorten someone's life out of my pleasure or job. The little girl and I and our friends are in high school and are very popular. We rule the school. Then their came the second popular group. Who I became friends with." I smiled over at Sammy before looking him dead in the eye.

"And I fell in love with one of them" I opened my arms open, "and I know it's wrong because you can't date any other gang members from another gang, and I can get you killed from how many enemies we've go, but I'm fucking in-love and I will not let anyone hurt you. No one. And now I told him most of my life story" I turned over to him. "Now I want to know about the real Sammy Wilkinson"

"Well I'm just going to tell you how the gang started because the rest are stories I will tell you later on in our lives." He sighed before running a hand through his hair as a tear slipped his eyes. "Three years ago laid a dorky Sammy who had a girlfriend named Meg. Sammy loved Meg with every fiber of his being. He loved her so much. Meg loved him too. And Ben though Meg was popular she gave him a chance. Everyone was shocked to know that a popular was going out with a dork"

"So one day I had an encounter with an ex boyfriend but what happened was so unexpected" his voice started cracking more as more tears slipped. "We were walking down this dark alley making out. Typical us. But then we heard a gun shot or two. And I panicked. And out of reflex I stood in front of Meg hiding her. Then before I knew it I laid on the ground my body throbbing as Meg got pinned up in the air by two muscular men. Then another guy came out of no where and pointed his gun on h-her chest. And before I can get up and save her, he pulled the trigger and blood was all over the place"

"Sirens were heard and before I can run, the men left and I was pinned to the wall handcuffs placed on my wrist. I was arrested for a year before being bailed by Nathan. I was a mess. I wanted nothing more than revenge to those men. So I made my own gang to seem more tough. I gained muscle and dumped the suspenders for flannels and jeans and the knitted sweaters for leather jackets." He smiled and looked up to the moon.

"I killed the two guys that held Meg, but I couldn't kill the guy who killed her. I still feel slightly accomplished. Two years later I went to this school. And I saw a girl. Who was beautiful. I fell in love with her once I looked into her big brown eyes. Now I have her wrapped around my finger as I'm a softy for her now" I tackled his in a hug as tears spilled down my face. "I love you" I muttered in his chest. "I love you too"