**2 MONTHS LATER LIAM'S POINT OF VEIW**
I was laying at home still thinking about Ashley like I had been since the day I met her. I got up and put on some cloths and headed to the hospital. Today was the day Alizea got to come home for the first time. Then we were going to have Ashley's funeral. When I got to the hospital I saw Ailah and the boys cars were there. They must had already been inside. H
I pushed my way past the screaming fans into the hospital. When I got in the room where Alizea was there was standing everybody smiling. I carried Alizea's carseat over to we're she was laying and put her in it. Her eyes were still bright blue and bright green.
I buckled up Alizea and walked out of the hospital with the boys and Ailah. Harry walked over to me and said "We will meet you there okay?" I nodded my head and put Alizea in the car. I slowly drove to were Ashley's funeral was being held. Which was at the "Mercy Grave Yard" I slowly pulled in and saw thousands of people. Even though she was dead she was more famous then a lot of people just because we had a baby together.
I pulled in away from everybody else's cars. I or out and went I to the back. I unbuckled Alizea. I picked her up and too her in the back of the trunk. In the back I had a big bag of cloths for her. I went through them looking for a dress. I found a black cupcake dress and a black flower head band with silver in the middle and a pair of black little Uggs. I dressed Alizea up and carried her down a hill. At the bottom of the hill I saw hundreds of people.
People walked up to me and hugged me as said sorry. I was looking everywhere for the boys and Ailah. Then behind me I heard foot steps. I turned only to see Ailah and the boys. Ailah had make up running down her face from her crying. She wiped it off with a napkin she had in her bag. She walked up to me and grabbed Alizea from me. As I watched Ailah hold Ailzea I pictured Ashley standing I front of me holding our baby.
But I knew now that would only be in my imagination. Just to think of how Alizea will have to go up without her mother. She won't be like rest of the girls at her school or like any of her friends.
She will never get to meet the amazing Ashley I once knew... Why did she have to go so fast? It's like I knew her then I didn't... Ailah looked up and looked just like Ashley. She turned around and went down to Ashley's grave.
****___4 YEARS LATER___****
I put Alizea in the car. Today was her first day of school I couldn't believe it. Where did the time go? As I opened the door for Alizea she jumped out of the car. She had brown little curls with a head band with a now on top. She had a white dress one with a brown belt across her hip and brown little cow girl boots on. She looked so much like Ashley it got harder for me day after day.
*****___10 YEARS LATER___*****
Today was Alizeas first day of high school. I couldn't believe it. It seemed as if just yesterday I was dropping her off at Pre school for the first day. She was in the front seat. She was wearing these white short shorts with a bright orange shirt with some designs on it. And she had bright orange vans on with these Nike socks.
Her hair was put into a side bun and her make up was done. I dropped her off and she kissed me on the check and said "Love you daddy see you after school!" As I dropped her off I saw as al her friends grouped around her. I went over to Niall's house to find him still asleep. I sat at the end of his bed and started crying.
I heard Niall say "Lad what's wrong." I wiped my eyes and said "Just thinking." He came by my side and said "About?" I looked over at him and said "Ashley.." Niall put his head down then looked back up at me an said "I bet she thinks about you too." I was shocked at what he asked "Even in heaven?" Niall nodded and said "Yes, even in heaven." I shook my head and said "It's been 14 years... Fourteen years Niall without the love of my life... You don't know what that feels li-." I stopped in middle of my sentence remember that he lost Amrie 14 years ago also.
Niall stood up and yelled "You ARE NOT the only one going through this Liam!! She left me too!" I stood up in front of him and said "But she didn't fucking die Niall! If you wanted if you TRULY FUCKING loved her you would find her!!!" Niall never looked away from me and yelled "But Ashley had no goddamn choice! Amrie did! She did NOT HAVE to leave that day BUT SHE DID! For TANNER!" My face dropped "What the hell Niall are you crazy??! She didn't leave you for Tanner???" Niall sat down and said "Yeah she did Liam... I called her and she told me that she always loved Tanner but Ashley always had him..." "Why would she love somebody who is so... So evil. He killed my best friend my future my love of my life the mother to my daughter." I said. I got up and looked and Niall who had tears rushing down his face. I said "I feel... I feel like I can't live without her. But I have to live for Alizea. I have to stay strong for her.."
I walked out of Nialls flat. I looked left then right before crossing the street. It was raining so I put on my hood. I was in the middle of the street when I dropped my keys. I bent over to pick them up and then everything went black.
"Daddy? Daddy please wake up. I already lost mum I can't loose you too..
