A very long Time has passed
I haven't heard anything about you
And all the memories my mind have harassed
I've suffered everyday waiting for you
Until one day you finally came
So I fell right in your love
Although really it was just a game
A game where I was manipulated
Too drunk in your eyes
And words sharp with your lies were bladed
A game where at first we both gave a 100%
We both gave each other trust
But then at the end to you nothing is what it meant
A game where you filled my brain with your shit
You grew out roots from my heart
That at the end you carelessly ripped
You ripped me to shreds and left me without a clue
Had me played for so long
Would of never said yes if i only knew
To you did I ever have any significance?
I guess not because you're gone now
And alone your traces I am left to rinse
I have to rinse off all the things that you said
How you loved and me and you missed me
Things that now are all long ago dead
I have to rinse off all the memories of the times we had
Although they used to be so happy and good
To me now they do nothing but bad
I have to rinse off all the songs on my mind
The ones you said to listen to
The ones that were partially making me blind
But now I can see it all
Although It's still not clear to me
Still hurt from that fall
Still think about those moments
And knowing that they will never happen again
Gives my heart and mind severe torments
Still wonder if or I where I went wrong and bad
But finding no answers every time
Leaves me sick and mad
I get sick of the dreams I get at night
They're all so sweet
But they're all so full of bull shit and none are right
You're never coming back and yes its hard to swallow
But Ill just hold on and wait
Maybe itll be better by tomorrow
Now I still don't get what I had done and why I deserved your lies
If it was my love and devotion then id like to apologize
And with my apology id like to thank you
Because along with your lies you gave me truth
And though I still don't know what to do
I learned that I shouldn't put faith in anyone
Because one day they might end up disappointing me
Just like you have done
And of course a lesson that I have learned and that also
Adele had said
'some times it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead'.
