I'm in the position where the only solution is dying
I just can't find my way out
I feel so imprisoned no matter how much I keep on trying
I'm supposed to regret what I've done and completely stop
But to my troubles I keep climbing up
All the way to the top
I keep trying to realize how much trouble I'm in, and how much more I will get
But Again my soul shows no sign of regret
At this point I don't know what I want
All I know is that I really want him, and for him I will always hunt
I will hunt for my happiness that lies in his hands
For that I would travel any distance, and cross any lands
I just know that I love him and he is all that I need
So from these people hearts I will continue to feed
I am being selfish, doing only what I urge
But to make them happy, it him I have to forge
My throat is chocking, my body is weak
And the blood through these cuts, Is slowly starting to leak
I cannot find pace I cannot find space
And the solution to that problem makes my heart start to race
I wan to die, this pain I'm causing and feeling; I can no longer handle
And to get rid of it I would do anything, even putting my life into a deadly ramble
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