The Darkness Inside Of Her

Sleepwalking

   
    People say that life will always have it's ups-and-downs, but at the end of that loopy emotional rollercoaster it will get better. They were wrong.

    Things aren't always that way. Some people love that rollercoaster ride, and after it ends they wish to go again. There are others, though, that get off stumbling and end up throwing up on  life's ride operator.

    Then there is me, the one who knew right in the middle of that ride, they wanted off. I was at the point where I would pull the restraints keeping me safe loose just to fall to my death.

     Not everybody can handle the ride. Not everybody survives. Every amusement park loses a life.

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    The walls I felt were damp. I can't tell what they look like, but I know what the feel like. They felt like an old abandoned home almost. There were holes, but there are definitely parts where you wonder if the paint disappeared.

      Things were never as they seemed. People would cry in these walls, be tortured in them. The feeling, was nothing. There was no feelings of fear, sadness, happiness, or even anger. Only complete emptiness was scattered within the hallow building.

       What had things come to these days?

     I felt unconscious. Could I even move by my own choices? I felt as if someone was controlling me as a puppet.

    Suddenly, evil red beings crawled through a clean, completely new wall. They ascended me and dragged my legs forward, causing my body to drop.

     They chanted my name as they dragged me on the ground.

"Zara... zara... za-,"

"ZARA!"

I woke, laying in the beautiful devil caressed me in his arms.

"Zara, are you alright?"

   I nod my head, and meanwhile I notice another gorgeous man with blonde hair that stopped at his ears. He was royally dressed, and his hair was just as fancy.

"This is an odd time to meet, but I am Charles. It is wonderful meeting you," he exclaimed flashing a white smile.

"You were here because of business.. not because I wanted you here. Go to the study and I will speak with you. I need to take care of Zara."

"It was nice meeting you Charles. I am sorry you witnessed me like that."

•
~Three Months Later~

"L-LUCIFER!"

I scream loudly as soon as I feel an odd sensation on my neck.

I wish to sleep, and not be woken up.

I hate him now..
How dare he?

I'm sleeping and he thinks it's cute to wake me up by sucking on my neck?

With a pop, his mouth leaves my neck and he looks up to me.

"Breakfast is ready," he says and gets up to leave.

"Oh yeah, and you need to calm down. We have been dating for two months now and you cant even handle some minor kisses. Geez."

To hell with it, I'm going back to sleep.

•

This morning, I wake up before Lucifer does.

I press soft kisses to his nose and then his cheek. Then, I kiss his lips.

"Wake up, sleepyhead."

Then, I'm back on the side of Lucifer faster than I can explain and he's holding me tight.

"Now, darling, that wasn't a very smart move on your part."

He starts to trail kisses down to my stomach, to where he stops.

"I want a baby in here," he looks up at me and sighs saying, "right now."

What? Why?

"I want a baby inside of you. Scratch that, I want my baby inside of you."

I don't know that I am ready for that... I don't want that.

He must have been reading my mind again, cause he turns and gets up. Then, he leaves the room.

I'm sorry Lucifer...
The one thing I haven't lost is my virginity.

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