Our Story

It was hard.

I remember when you left for a month. It wasn't too long ago, was it? Believe it or not, I think it was one of the hardest months I had to go through. I've never felt so sad and empty except for that whole month. 

For several nights, I was actually in tears because you had left. I don't think I've ever really cried over someone, unless they hurt my feelings. But I've never cried over any of my ex's, which is really surprising. 

I didn't understand why I cried during those nights at first, though. Maybe I was really stressed out from being at school. Or maybe I didn't get enough attention from my family, or something, which I don't really mind about. But I was always wondering what made me cry to sleep all those nights. 

Until I thought of you one night. And I cried even harder. Then I realized that it was you. You were the reason I was so sad. You had left, and I felt lonely. I felt empty. I felt heart broken. It was one month. Some would say it's not that long to wait for someone. But if you ask me, it's torture to be away from that person you love, even if it is for just two-three weeks. 

(I don't want you feeling guilty Izrak, okay? 'Cause then I'd feel guilty for writing this down. It's just how I felt. But it's over, and you don't have to worry ^.^)