"Hey Sam!" Jamie said looking for me ehile going down the stairs. "Yeah? I'm here!" I said. "Im just going to call Clark that I'm gonna ride with you." Jamie said already dialing Clark on the phone.
"Yeah. Okay. Bye. Love--you." I heard Jamie speaking. I noticed she sighed heavily. "J, what's wrong?" I asked going nearer. " it's nothing." Jamie said sending me a smile. Which obviously doesn't convince me because you can easily tell if a person is upset--Or not.
"Seriously?Try me." I said while giving her my serious face-- which she is scared of. Her words, not mine. Jamie was hesitant, I was wondering why, what happened? Was this how much she changed from when I left? "Well," Jamie said slowly while breathing out air that she seemed to hold. "It's just that I dont think Clark really likes me, like he never said anything like "i like you" or even the L word not that I wouldnt mind since its just been 7 months since we had--." "Jamie! Stop! Slow down will ya?" I said trying to calm her down. She's been more anxious and depressed lately because of Clark. I am seriously going to have a word with him and hear what he has to say.
"Sorry, S. Im just too worked up huh?" Jamie said giving a low and sad chuckle. "I love him." Jamie said already teary eyed. "Come here." I said opening my arms wide enough for her to be hugged. "It's alright to love J. There's nothing wrong with loving someone who has no relation with you. You know? I mean, though its quite scary to trust your whole heart to someone who was a stranger, whom you dont know at all from the start, yeah its fucked up." I said before noticing my tears dripping down onto Jamie's hair. "You still love him. Dont you?" I was startled by Jamies sudden question. " Yeah. I still love him." I said giving a small smile.
"I think it's too early for drama don't you think?" I said while laughing and trying to change the subject. Luckily she laughed too and didnt bother to touch the topic. It was sudden but I really do still love him even if he may never love me or even like me back. Two words to describe life for me right now, it's shit.
I'm not negative but I'd like to say im brutally honest. I then checked the time from my Iphone while waiting for Jamie to fix up her makeup. While, I just had to fix my mascara and my eyeliner. "J! I'll just wait inside the car alright?" I said heading towards the kitchen island to grab my keys. "'Kay!" I heard Jamie respond.
It's 5 minutes to 7:30, classes starts at 8am. Thank God. During my time in Worthington High, we had classes start at 7 am and it sucks. It has an advantage on my part now because I was so used to waking up at 6, I wouldnt have a hard time waking up now.
We arrived school on time. We had our breakfast at Starbucks, not that I would mind. It was better. Just caffeine and carbs. Jamie and I did abit of catching up and we scanned our class schedules and I'm glad half of my classes are with her, while some are with Clark. Jamie never brought up Kyle in our conversation and I'm glad that she didnt but half dissapointed because I wouldnt be able to know if we had classes together.
I sound like a hopeless loser just because I want to be close enough to even hear Kyles voice. There isnt anything wrong with that but with the fact that I sound like a stalker, then yeah I guess I am.
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Hopelessly In Love [ON HOLD]
Romance"We can't do this."He said. "We'll make things work. I promise." I said, trying to calm him down. "NO! I don't do long distances and it was a mistake to actually try to be in a relationship with you." Hurt from his words, I knew he wasn't thinking s...
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