[The next day]
7.30 a.m.
After i wake up jonghwa called me .
"Mina..i need your help"
He said and i can hear he 's sobbing
"Why babe?whats wrong ? Tell me !"
"I..ne..ed...y..o..u"
He even sobbing more.
Omg
I felt uneasy now .
I only brush my teeth and wash my face .i didnt eat breakfast .
"I'll go now ! Stay there! "
I said and rushing to his place .
Before i go, i left the note to jungkook .
'Yah kid .i must go now .i have urgent matter .thanks for last night 💕. I prepared for you only milk ..remember u have school today .don't skip school! .
-noona-
I kiss the letter that i wrote .
He still sleep soundly .he must be so tired last night .
I look at jungkook who is sleeping .
He looks so cute while sleeping.
Aigoo .mina wake up ! Remember jonghwa!
(Fast forward)
...........
"Minaa yaaa..."
Suddenly jonghwa hugging me .
Whats wrong with him?
I touch his cheek with both of my hand and ask him nicely what is his problem .
Omg he's crying again -_-
Is he really a man?
.......
"My..grandma died..."
"The grandma who helped me that night? Are you serious ? Why? "
"Heart attack"
He replied wearing a sad emotion on his face .
What can i do ?
I just patted his back and wiping his tears .
After that we go to his grandma funeral .he still crying and said he's dont have anyone except his grandma .
"Mina ..do you know what is the saddest thing ?"
He said while rub his neck .
"What?"
"I didnt tell grandma before she died ...that im ..gay.."
He lower his voice a bit .
"Ermmm..."
No words can say right now .
He sent me back to home and i give him some advice before he go.
............
I arrived home at 10.00 p.m.
I felt so tired
And tomorrow is tuesday -…-
Which means tomorrow is a working day
Suddenly i remember jungkook and grab my phone to call him.yah ..no battery..this phone might have problem .the battery from 100% to 0 % really quick -…-
Sighhhh..
urgh like usual ..only my cat accompany me.
My mom go to outstation again.she even left the note for me .
Whatever mom.
U use all your energy to work and find money.yes money can buy happiness.but not my happiness. You even forget your only daughter .i miss your old mom..
..........
I charged my phone and go to bathroom.My body so smelly right now.
[1 a m]
Still cant sleep though..
My mind currently blank.i turn on my phone to check twitter and instagram notification.
Haish..
Jungkook spam my twitter again ! This time 120 mention from him?
This kid so impatient .
Every minutes he ask where am i .
He's annoyed me .
I throwing away my phone and watching tv.
Why is he so worried about me? And why i kept thinking about him? .
Remember mina you cant be over the border !
.
But i think ,
I already across the border.
