part 18.

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Its been 3 month since jungkook is not around 

I felt our relay is getting crack.

I mean

Ive experienced it before.

This case is like junghwan case .

But i dont wanna lose him .

I know hes maybe busy with his stuff but can you call me at least once .

I low my ego and calling him.but he rejected .

He also dont call me jagiya .

Never give up mina ! If you love him ,waiting for him .

Maybe hes too busy :) .

Jungkook ah ..i always waiting for you even though im old

I will wait for you until i die

I write that in my diary .i kiss and put it at my desk .

Maybe now i should pay attention on my works from now on .

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Time goes faster .

I look at the calender.

Its been four years ..

But everyday i waited like a stupid women .

Im already 28 years old but i dont have partner .

Jane already getting married last month .

Jonghwa said he already found his ideal type .

But i?

Haha.

Just a messy stupid women waiting for someone who dont appreciate my love .

Jungkook even changed his number .

Last year ,

I can't bear it because i miss him.

I go to overseas but he's not there .he even changed address .?

Why jungkook?

I put my earphone with max volume .

Wanna forget all my problems.

Suddenly my tears falling .yes im alone .

I just want jungkook .

Why he doing this to me?

Am i ugly?

I will do plastic surgery for you !,

URGH THIS MAKE ME INSANE .

I dont give up .i search all his information.but still..

Nothing..

Almost everyday i waited for him ..

Crying over him .

Maybe i should sleep now.

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Today i wear a big smile in office .people dont see me sad .they think im strong .

Yes im strong !

Suddenly jane came sit next to me and whisper .

"Minaa..i heard theres a new worker ..hess soo handsomee"

I dont give a fuck.

"You already married jane"

I said while glare at her .

.

"Its for youu !!"

She said with a happy tone .

"NO i will wait for jungkook !!"

I slightly scream .

I know shes scared .she said sorry and go.

Suddenly that boy come approach me .

"Annyeong my name is blablabla"

A not very good looking man. his shoulder is so broad .

I just glare at him.

"Ok"

I give such a simple answer .

He bowed to me and going to approach someone else.

I kept looking at jungkook photo's .

I still cant accept jungkook doing this to me .he changed 360° .this is not jungkook i know before .

Or maybe i should move on..

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