Its been 3 month since jungkook is not around
I felt our relay is getting crack.
I mean
Ive experienced it before.
This case is like junghwan case .
But i dont wanna lose him .
I know hes maybe busy with his stuff but can you call me at least once .
I low my ego and calling him.but he rejected .
He also dont call me jagiya .
Never give up mina ! If you love him ,waiting for him .
Maybe hes too busy :) .
Jungkook ah ..i always waiting for you even though im old
I will wait for you until i die
I write that in my diary .i kiss and put it at my desk .
Maybe now i should pay attention on my works from now on .
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Time goes faster .I look at the calender.
Its been four years ..
But everyday i waited like a stupid women .
Im already 28 years old but i dont have partner .
Jane already getting married last month .
Jonghwa said he already found his ideal type .
But i?
Haha.
Just a messy stupid women waiting for someone who dont appreciate my love .
Jungkook even changed his number .
Last year ,
I can't bear it because i miss him.
I go to overseas but he's not there .he even changed address .?
Why jungkook?
I put my earphone with max volume .
Wanna forget all my problems.
Suddenly my tears falling .yes im alone .
I just want jungkook .
Why he doing this to me?
Am i ugly?
I will do plastic surgery for you !,
URGH THIS MAKE ME INSANE .
I dont give up .i search all his information.but still..
Nothing..
Almost everyday i waited for him ..
Crying over him .
Maybe i should sleep now.
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Today i wear a big smile in office .people dont see me sad .they think im strong .Yes im strong !
Suddenly jane came sit next to me and whisper .
"Minaa..i heard theres a new worker ..hess soo handsomee"
I dont give a fuck.
"You already married jane"
I said while glare at her .
.
"Its for youu !!"
She said with a happy tone .
"NO i will wait for jungkook !!"
I slightly scream .
I know shes scared .she said sorry and go.
Suddenly that boy come approach me .
"Annyeong my name is blablabla"
A not very good looking man. his shoulder is so broad .
I just glare at him.
"Ok"
I give such a simple answer .
He bowed to me and going to approach someone else.
I kept looking at jungkook photo's .
I still cant accept jungkook doing this to me .he changed 360° .this is not jungkook i know before .
Or maybe i should move on..