Demons

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It had been only 2 weeks since I got here... And Im famous already.
Maybe its because of my style, some of my friends says its because of my accent but I strongly believe its all because of my Demon.

That's the only word I can use to describe it....

But in some ways, my "Demon" helps me more than it hurts me.

Sometimes it just gets in the way of me having a normal life and the real me doesn't have the heart to commit some of the sinful acts it wants me to commit.

Is it because I'm too weak to overcome it? Or its just because I'm too scared to try?

No.
Its apart of who I am.

And Im not the one to blame for who I am, there are persons out there who will tear you down. After my experience I learned the hard way.

Never put too much faith in someone.

2 years ago
I fell in love with a someone I though was real. I didn't realize until it was too late. I gave her my all, never mistreated her once. She cheated but that didn't stop me from loving her. I "forgave" her but deep inside it really hurt. Then a couple days after she dumped me for the same person who she cheated on me with. My best friend.

Ever since... I got dense and I stopped caring. And from all that bullshit my Demon was born or created whatever... you get the point.

My Demon doesn't have razor sharp teeth or is it big and hideous. Its me but a total opposite of me.

Burncoat High... thats the name of my school, I was a new student there and I already had a reputation.
Maybe its because I'm Jamaican or something.
But I had sex within the 2 weeks I spent there. Not once nor twice but several times.

I fucked once and girls kept on coming to me to see if those rumors were true. Well they weren't rumors they were facts.
I fucked all type of girls: Caribbean, Asian, English, you name it, I fucked them before.

All because of my Demon.