Was she the one?

Is this a dream?

      It was March 3rd and I was still in the hospital lying on my bed like every other patients. I wanted to get back home cause I couldn't take the smell of the hospital and the patients screaming in pain . Those situations only made me felt worse. In addition to the miserable situation, I started missing Jessica's presence  that words might not be enough to express my feeling. Things in me started shattering slowly I couldn't define the reason why was I feeling so broken inside. I wanted to find the reason why was I feeling so lonely despite Jessica and my family were visiting me quite often. My feet touched down the icy floor from my bed. I stood by the window looking at the cars moving and kids running around. A nudge from the back I turn and saw my mum , 'Hey Jake what are you doing by the window? said mum. I grinned at mum 'nothing mum I just wanted to look at the environment been awhile since I been out' . Mum saw my sadness through the wide smile I gave, well she is my mother for a reason. My siblings came hugging me cause they had miss my annoyingly presence in the house. Something wasn't really right at the moment , I saw my little sister hiding her face most of the conversation that was going on. 'Hey Lucia whats up ? ' I said. Lucia could hardly smile and replied ' I'm alright brother just tired been busy with my sports practice '. I didn't wanna ask more any more question she seemed to be too sad to answer any of my questions. Mum had brought me lunch , she unwrapped it and started feeding me as usual. My brother and sister sat beside me on the bed showing me the pictures they had taken together with our new puppy. I started smiling again looking each of them smiling and laughing trying to cheer me up. I knew they were the best thing I had in my life , I wanted to say to it them but telling it they would only tease me * I laughed in my mind. Doctor came in to my room with a cheerful facial expression and holding my medical report. 'Madam your son is fully recovered he can be discharged tomorrow morning' said the doctor. Joy splashed at my face after hearing to the news. My brother said 'lets Dota as tomorrow brother been awhile since we played together '. 'I'm born ready ' I said with a giggle. So its time for them to get back home,visiting hours has come to an end. They waved to me goodbye and kissed me at the cheeks. 'Hey Lucia I wanna talk to you for awhile ' I told. She came and sat beside my bed, I hugged and kissed her on the head telling 'I'm your brother Lucia I know when something is wrong with you '. She hugged me tight and cried, 'alright I better get going brother , I meet you tomorrow afternoon after I'm back from school' .

                    Next morning , mum had came hospital early waiting for me to be discharged from the hospital. I get into my mum's car and she headed back to home. I look outside of the car window and was thinking why Jessica had not visited me the past days. My minds spoke *was she busy or things had changed in her. After an hour I had reached home, as soon as mum parked her car into the garage I rushed to my room to see if there was any messages from Jessica in my phone. I scroll through my phone there wasn't any messages from her. Suspicion and curiosity grew in me. I left her a message in Facebook 'reply me as soon as your back ' .  My sister had came back from school, I checked my Facebook messages it was shown seen but no reply. I grew even more angry but I couldn't be angry it was more like a mental torture for me. My head plagued me like a poison with many unwanted imaginations that could happen. Tears and anger that I'm holding back was slowly turning me crazy with her no replying any of my messages. I had a talk with my sister since Lucia was in the same school as Jessica. I asked how is she and things, my sister shook her head like she was forced to say its alright. I knew something wasn't  right when her answers was only shaking her head. I decided to meet her in school face to face the next day. Next morning I had volunteer myself to pick up my sister from her school. I drove there early by 15 minutes. I got down the car and stood near the tree where I first proposed her. The school bell rang students rushed out from the school , I waited for her to come out from the school. I had not seen her anywhere, as I turn at the left  I saw her holding a boy's hand and that boy kissed her forehead. I smiled with tears holding up in my eyes, I picked up my sister. 'Brother you alright?' Lucia asked. 'I'm always fine sister' with a funny face I said to cheer up the situation. The heart break was too pain I knew I couldn't hold it anymore longer. I left my sister at home and informing her to tell mum that I'm going to my friends's house. I drove the car to the nearby beach. I opened the door of the car with a cold breeze hitting on my face. I sat on a rock smiling and crying with so much heartbreak I couldn't explain. I admire the sea hitting the shore with every wave thinking it was like my heart getting broken over and over with the memories flashing past my mind. Is this a dream?*my mind asked