Love Me Like Cobblestone

Chapter 15-The bar

Crainer 's POV:
I give myself a pat on the back in my head as we sat down in some bar seats and we're having our 2nd drink. "How are you feeling about being married tomorrow?" I ask Ian nudging him. "I've been thinking a lot about that.. And I was wondering.. I-is this worth it? I-I mean.. Is this sorta relationship I have with m-Madelyn and getting married its-t-this is going so so fast.." He was pulling at his hair his eyes glazing over with tears. Don't cry Ian.. I thought to myself."I know but it's life.. You just have to roll with it and-and it'll be okay.. I'll be there with you every step to, if you need the help.." I blurt out, voice shaky; He nods agreeing with me. "L-lets just have a good time." I say and he smiles at that. Before I knew it we were gulping drinks down faster than I could count until we got kicked out of the bar. Everything was dizzier by the second. Ian had his arm over my shoulder and we tried to make our way back to Ian's house. "I*hic*love you man." Ian says in a husky voice and I had half a mind and didn't know what to go with. "*hic*i love*hic*you to*hic*" I blurt out. He smiles at me and kisses me before I could think. I am not really drunk.. Am I? I think to myself as he still goes in for the kiss. B-but he is.. And he isn't thinking straight.. No. This isn't right.. Just get him home and to bed with Madelyn. That's it. But I did enjoy the kiss for a couple of more minutes before separating making him pout. I basically dragged him home him wining the whole time. "But i*hic*wanna go and-" "no.*hic*" i said soberly. "That's a excuse*hic* your making*hic* up...again." "Humph...*hic* maybe.." When we got inside I sent him straight to bed and for once, he obeyed. I went to bed as well, head hammering from the kiss replaying over and over in my mind. As I crawl in bed I freeze thinking of a question that I have never thought of before. Did he mean what he said about l-loving me?