( so hey I am sowwy for not posting I had to study and stay focused on school and stuff and also today the walking dead came back on for season 6 and it was epic asf and happy valentines day for couples and for people with out bae's like me lol now in this there will be serious content in this about self harming it is a serious problem and it is bad so plz don't self harm all of you are awesome and now back to the story.)
Y/N P.O.V
When we got back to the house we found Two-bit eating cake and drinking beer and everyone else sitting at the dinner table eating "hey Y/N and johnnycakes where have ya been we were worried about ya" ponyboy said. "Oh ..we were just at the drive-in movie theater" you said. " how come you didn't ask me I would have came with you" ponyboy said. "Well it was a date" you mumbled under your breath "Well sit down guys and have dinner why don't ya" sodapop said. "Okay" johnny said and sat down and started to eat."I'm fine thanks.. I'm tired so I think I'm .. Just going to go to bed"you said uneasy. "Well goodnight and I'm putting you in school you start tomorrow so get a good night's sleep" darry said "night Y/N/N " ponyboy said" night "you said." Night johnnycakes "you said and kissed him on the cheek and his face turn red like a tomato" N..night Y/N " he said and hugged you and pecked your lips quickly you blushed and walked up the stairs you changed and as you were about to put your shirt on your walked to the mirror on the wall and looked at all the cuts on your arms and cried your eyes out
"How could he love you your just a helpless disgusting fat little girl who cuts he will never love you HA..HAHAHAHAHAHA" the voice in your head tells you
Helpless
Disgusting
Slut
Bitch
Whore
Hoe
Nothing is all you'll ever be
I cried and went through my backpack and got my blade and cloth I cut carved the word Nothing in to my arm because that what I am there was blood dripping from my arm on to the cloth I put pressure on it and it stopped bleeding I put the stuff back in my bag and put my shirt on and climbed on my mattress and played down I put my blanket over me .maybe just maybe he might love you but don't get your hopes up HA.
(Sup guys I hope you liked this and every one have a great week later marshmallows)
Stay gold,
Aaliyah. G.J.Curtis
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Endless Sleep{Being Updated)
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