The biggest regret in my life was when I've said yes to a question "Will you be my girl?" came from a man whom I thought would took care of this fragile heart of mine. But instead, that guy choose to took my feelings for his own happiness. The man who took me for granted.
Wayback January 27, 2013 whan that guy ask me that terrible question I've ever heard. I was so hopeless romantic that time, I believed in fairytales, prince charming and happy endings. That's why when he asked me I immediately said yes without a second thought's and hessitations. To make this long story short, we finally became officially a couple. Our relationship went smoothly for the past 10 months. But like what other people says, there is no perfect relationship. 2 months before we celebrated our anniversary, we started to fought over small things like a lack of time for each other, misunderstandings and jealousy all over! It was so hard for me to cope up so I intentionally choose to ended everything about us.
But love would always find its way back to where it used to be. 1 month after, we decided to to be back in each others arms for the second time around. And choose to settle down at the very beginning. To cut this long story short again, I had to go home in our province and to continue my studying there as a fourthyear student. And by that case we have to stuck or experience this so called long distance relationship! But the day after I travel we make promises. We promised that LDR wouldn't be mattered. He promised that he would wait for me til the day I said I would come back.
But shit happens! Promises were always meant to be broken.. after one year when I finally got the chance to be back here in manila. Reality sucks! Knowing that the man who says he'll wait for me was no longer my man at all. That man was busy being inlove with another girl he just met 1 month before I came back. It sucks to feel that terrible feeling of being betrayed, cheated and broke into comething I never wishes to feel. So many question was still hanging on my mind until now. Regretions were coming in my way that I shouldn't rush everything especially in love. He lost my trust so that, these random guy who pursuing their feelings towards me wouldn't have to wait a long time for me to believe or trust them. Im still into him, so inlove and stuck with those memories we've shared and that was my biggest regret! That I shouldn't let that guy leave a deep scar in my heart nor broke it. And that was my biggest regret so far!
