I'm always changing my ways

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"Hurry up" my mom blurts. I'm Rory white and I'm 18 years old. I have long black hair that goes half way down my back and Ice blue eyes. I don't really think there ice blue but I like the sound of it . My 16 year old sister named lane has shorter hair but still long black as well. One thing I'm going to tell u about lane is she is a massive 1d fan. So when there was news about 1d bring 2 fans on tour with them she enter 53 times. She told me she would have tried for 100 but she ran out of money.

"I'm coming" I yell back as I take my time walking down the stairs.
"What" I say entering the living  room. She points to the tv that has 1d with 2 envelopes. Niall has one and Harry has one. Niall opens the envelop and passes it to Louis. Harry does the same but passes it to zayn.

I run upstairs and lane is Asleep. I wake her up but shaking her and screaming at her.
"Wake up" I scream
"Stop shaking me" she slips out
"Why are u waking me up" she asked
"We won we won we won" I say still screaming.
"Won what"
"We won the tour with 1d" I say

We get to the airport,lane and I all happy. I scream at the sight of Louis. Fallowed by Liam then by Harry and then Zyan.  I don't see Niall. We get to the bus that is decorated with the five boys faces I smile at the sight. We get into the bus and there is a cute blonde boy playing Fifa. He looks towards me and smile. A smile that will kill me by the end of this trip. I swear.

Is about 6pm and the bus driver took us to Nandos just for Niall but I got some to. For everyone else it was McDonald's. I watched as every one devoured there food. As so did I. Lane made sure because I have to make sure I eat something or I faint and people think I drop dead.

After we eat we play a couple rounds of Fifa then play gta. After me and lane watch the boys play for hours on end. Lane falling asleep beside Harry. Me still watching Niall make faces at the game because he can't stand loosing. Jk his faces are just funny. Then I fall asleep on Niall. I could still fell him moving. I think he moved so that we are both comfy. I dream about my past with family.
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My dad came home drunk and I sent Matt up stairs to hide under my bed I hear him slide but my dads to busy with me. He comes straight up and kisses me . Then starts moving down to my neck. I try to push home off me several times. On the fourth time he lets go.

My twin sister lily walks in.
"Lily get over here" she slowly walks over there and he kisses her. She attempts but fails. I try to help to get him off but he pushes me back. He starts undressing her and I scream.
"Don't leave her alone" he doesn't move .
"Have me instead"I blurt protecting her. He leaves he and comes to me
"Run Lilly" I say
"Before u go lily get me a chair" he says without making eye contact with but starting to undress me.

Lily brings the chair over. He sits in it. Spreading his legs.
"Lap dance Rory" I did as he wished. After he stood up he kissed me again. And said get to school. As I exited the door I woke up for the night mare.
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I see 5 pairs of eyes on me.
"I'm fine just a night mare." I speak.

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