Believe It? Receive it.

>(Chapter 6)<

Third Person POV - Warning, Bill's POV may have triggers so PLEASE don't read if you get triggered by things like that. ALSO, get help if you participate in self harm. No one wants to see a perfectly good body go to waste! Love you! -Pinto

Dipper woke up in the middle of the night. It was cold. I laid in bed with an enormous headache. He then heard a strange noise. "What was that?" He thought. Bill. "Bill... Is that you?" The boy yawned and rubbed his eyes. The noise did not answer, but it continued to get louder. Was he... Crying? "Bill?" The adolescent shivered at the feeling of the cool floor upon the pads of his feet. He walked over to the noise. It seemed to be coming from the corner. "What if it's not Bill... What is that?" Dipper thought. He bent down and slowly crawled on all fours to reach the noise. "Bill!" The adolescent wrapped his arms around the elder teen holding with a tight, firm grip. "What's wrong are you crying?" He asked worried. Bill froze. Drip. "No Pine Tree go back to bed." Bill commanded. "But I want to help you feel bette-" Dipper was cut off by the growl of the other teen. "I said... Go. To. Bed." Bill snarled. "I-... Okay... If you say so..." Dipper whispered. Drip. "Good night... I love-" "Yeah yeah love you too goodnight." Drip.

Bill's POV !WARNING- TRIGGERS!

The blood ran cold down my wrists and thighs. The cold metal razor slid smooth into my skin. I licked the blood off my razor as if I were a little boy licking cookie dough off the batter. I like to keep my cuts clean and straight, unlike others who spread them out. Slit. I silently moaned at the feeling of the razor digging deep into my skin. I don't want to be mortal. I don't want to be mortal... I got up and fetched some dusty paper towels from the closet. I wiped them off and dabbed my wounds with them. How has he not noticed? Pine tree I've been showing them off to you! HAHAHA!

Dipper's POV

I woke up to the feeling of his skin wrapping around mine. However, something was different. His hands seemed to be more sweaty... That's not sweat... I snapped around to face him and grabbed his wrist. He was shocked and tried to pull away. He toppled out of bed and onto the hard wooden floor pulling me down with him. I turned on the light and stared at his wrists. "No... This can't be..." "P-pine Tree it's not what it looks like!" Bill shouted at me. "I... I failed to keep you happy... I'm... Im a terrible boyfriend." I stuttered. "N-no Dipper! Y-you're a great boyfriend!" He hugged me tightly. My eyes watered and a tear rolled down my cheek. "You better not do this again..." I whispered. "Or what?" He snorted. I proceeded to tackle him and pin him to the ground, slapping him hard. He giggled, in which I slapped him again. "Piney's getting kinky..." Bill purred. "Cutting is not a fucking joke Bill! Why'd you do it?! Why?!" I cried. "Dipper I-..." He trailed off. "I don't want to be a mortal..." He whispered. I froze. He... He doesn't want to be here with me? Or care for me or love me? After all we've been through...? Well... Now that I think about it, it maybe he really was just toying with me this whole time... "Why..." I collapsed to the ground, crying hysterically. I leaned back and moaned, feeling the pain from my spine being bent backwards. "Nononono! Dipper what's wrong! I want to help you!" Bill shouted at me. I stopped crying, but remained in the strange position I placed my self into. I began to giggle. And that giggle turned into a laugh, and that laugh? That laugh turned into a cackle. Maybe I was the insane one this whole time, considering how unstable I am. "D-dipper stop that! You're making me worried!" He shouted at me. I doubted it, considering how many times he's stabbed me in the back. "So this is what it feels like to be insane?" I giggled with a wide grin. "Dipper stop! It's not funny!!!" Bill cried. "Now you know how it feels... To be at the short end of the..." I punched him repeatedly. "STICK!" He sat there motionless, propped up against the bed frame. I laughed. "Bill... I don't see why I ever trusted you... But it looks like we're going to switch roles for a while." I grinned. "Nighty night TRIANGLE..."