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Fangirling (:

    Okay, I was just an average teenager doing teenage things. I didn't like a lot of people and people just bugged me. I mean I guess I wasn't the coolest kid in school and most people didn't really understand me. I usually was the one who sat in the back of the class and just did my work. I went home and did the homework I had. Then got my laptop and typed in YOUTUBE. I always watched whatever new uploads that were available. I would sit there for hours at a time. Oh and don't forget I was on twitter a lot too. My life outside of that horror school was fangirling even tho I did have some friends. My best friend was Teagan. She fangirled a lot too. I mean I guess that sums up my life mostly. 

    My favorite YouTubers had to be Julian, Jovani, Mario, and Geo. They were all apart of this tour called part of my story. They had helped me so much since the beginning of freshmen year and I am currently a Junoir in Highschool. They bought so much joy to me when no one else couldn't and honestly they have been there for me when no one else could either. Some people make fun of me for looking up to them but ya know if they knew only what they did for me. They have helped me not have depression or want to self-harm , when I have had a bad day they can make me smile. I guess you could say Geo is my favorite even tho I love them all the same!!! I think I have been supporting them for like 7 months. 7 months of supporting them has been the best honestly.  I always wait for one of them to go live on this website called YouNow. It's a broadcasting website where they go live and talk to the supporters. If I'm having a horrible day, like something happened in school I just know that they will be going live later on in the day. They have helped me so much so far.

   It's the next morning, I get up and I'm feeling a bit weak. I go into the bathroom and puke. (ew) I go downstairs and of course my mom and dad are arguing like usual. I interrupted then and told my mom I couldn't go to school today. She sent me back upstairs and told me to go back to bed. I go back upstairs and grab my phone, I go and text Teagan that I won't be in school today so she doesn't worry. I sent it and then went to my alarms and set it for 11:00 am... I drifted off back to sleep. Then I hear bomb chick playing as my alarm. I still had my eyes closed but was thinking already 11:00 ugh. I sit up and turn off my alarm. I go on twitter and see that the Julian and Jovani (99goonsquad) had tweeted "Have a good day beautiful". That always made me smile. I replied back with a :) you too. I got up went to shower and get ready.  After I was done getting ready, I slid on some black joggers and a white t-shirt and got my laptop. I went downstairs, put on some music and fixed breakfast.

    I soon sat down to see a text by Teagan saying you missed it the girl you hate Andrea, she got beat up pretty badly. I cracked a little smile and texted back "eh she probably deserved it". I got done and did my dishes, went back upstairs and laid down. I turned on Geo's youtube channel , and rewatched the Truth or Dare video with Mario Selman. That video always gets me. Haha. I just watched his and Mario's videos the rest of the day. I went to check the time and it was 6:00 pm. Thought to myself no wonder I'm hungry. I better go and cook something because Mario goes live at 6:30 pm. I run downstairs and just grab a snack and a drink. I type in Younow.com and watch Cristian Oliveras until Mario gets on.  He got on and announced him and the other boys have a special announcement coming up tomorrow. First thing that came to my mind was TOUR. And that I WAS GONNA MEET THEM AND ESPECIALLY GEO!! Well that's only if my mom said yes..